No urges today, although I have been feeling generally restless these past few days (and in the past, I’ve used porn to relieve of feelings of restlessness). I start my new job in 2 weeks, so I’ll have to make an effort to keep busy in the interim.
No urges today. Read the book “The Death of Ivan Ilyich” today, which was an interesting read as well as a short one at only 53 pages. The main lesson of the book is that one should be continuously asking oneself whether he is living as he ought. This is a relevant message for those of us seeking to overcome porn addiction and lead more virtuous, fulfilling lives.
No urges to report. I start a new job tomorrow and I’m surprisingly not nervous or anxious at all. Since starting this journey, my occasional feelings of anxiety have decreased exponentially — I wouldn’t trade this “superpower” for the cheap pleasure that PMO offers.