Time to End This Once and For All

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Day 17

No urges today, although I have been feeling generally restless these past few days (and in the past, I’ve used porn to relieve of feelings of restlessness). I start my new job in 2 weeks, so I’ll have to make an effort to keep busy in the interim.

 

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Day 18

No urges to report. Spent the day running errands and just kind of hanging out. Feeling pretty good overall, and far less restless than yesterday.

 

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Day 19

No urges today. Read the book “The Death of Ivan Ilyich” today, which was an interesting read as well as a short one at only 53 pages. The main lesson of the book is that one should be continuously asking oneself whether he is living as he ought. This is a relevant message for those of us seeking to overcome porn addiction and lead more virtuous, fulfilling lives.

 

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Day 20

No urges to report — chugging along.

 

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Day 21

No urges. Three weeks down, many more to go. Have a porn-free weekend, gentlemen.

 

[Blondie]

Rock on @dienekes1.

Have a great porn-free weekend yourself.

 

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Day 22

No urges today. Went out on the town with some friends and had a good time.

 

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Day 23

Another urge-free day. Happy to have made it through the weekend.

 

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Day 24

Had a relaxing holiday with no urges. Hope everyone has a porn-free week.

 

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Day 25

Had a PMO-related dream last night and woke up to some urges. Other than that, however, I had an urge-free day.

 

[Blondie]

Rock on @dienekes1.

 

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Day 26

No urges today. Going strong!

 

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Day 27

Another urge-free day. Feeling good.

 

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Day 28

No urges. Four weeks down — many, many more to go!

 

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Day 29

No urges today either. Very grateful for how easy things have been lately. Hope it stays this way.

 

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Day 30

No urges to report. I start a new job tomorrow and I’m surprisingly not nervous or anxious at all. Since starting this journey, my occasional feelings of anxiety have decreased exponentially — I wouldn’t trade this “superpower” for the cheap pleasure that PMO offers.

 

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Day 31

No urges. First day of new job went well — excited for what the future holds.

 

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Day 32

Yet another urge-free day.

 

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Day 33

No urges to report. Have been very busy these past few days, but the new job is going well!

 

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Day 34

Had some porn-related dreams last night and some porn-related daydreams today, but no urges to engage in PMO. Going strong.