Lykos
New Member
Hey guys, you can call me Lykos. I am a 21 year old guy that lives in Canada. I have been fighting and learning about this addiction since October of 2012. The longest I have gone is just over a month on hardcore mode (no porn, masturbation, or orgasm). I started masturbating to very vivid sexual fantasies at the early age of 5. Porn, on the other hand, started when I was 13 years old. At first I became very aroused by "vanilla porn," but my tastes quickly escalated to the sickest genres out there (beastiality, transgendered, and incest to name a few). I have had a few girlfriends in the past, but I have never had sex because I am waiting for marriage.
ED seems to be a big focus for a lot of rebooters, but for me personally, I am stopping porn because it is affecting my ability to interact with others; that is to say, I have a ton of social anxiety, no confidence, I trip over my words frequently, and I can't even smile at others anymore. Essentially I feel isolated and pathetic.
Anyways, I look forward to meeting everyone on this site. Please feel free to comment or ask questions
ED seems to be a big focus for a lot of rebooters, but for me personally, I am stopping porn because it is affecting my ability to interact with others; that is to say, I have a ton of social anxiety, no confidence, I trip over my words frequently, and I can't even smile at others anymore. Essentially I feel isolated and pathetic.
Anyways, I look forward to meeting everyone on this site. Please feel free to comment or ask questions