Neurotransmitter burnout from excessive pleasure leads to lower than baseline dopamine levels which directly causes low motivation, depression and generalized negativity.
I was negative, critical and dejected all my life until I quit.
If you feel recovery is important, then you must journal.
Journal is only about 2 things:
1. Reflecting your days to find answers
2. Reviewing your days to find success
Never focus on how bad things are, how shitty they will turnout, how hopeless things will become. Make journal pleasurable by writing about happy stuff. Journal your progress and chart your life forward!
Don't hope for a road test pass.
Make sure you pass by practice practice practice.
Don't make her a stressful target. Make her a friend first. Before you think if you're good enough for her, find out if she's good enough for you. Don't want to put you down but I've met and went out with an absolutely beauty while in my driving school who turned out to be an absolute narcissist. Go figure out if she's a great person first before you commit yourself.
Anyway I think you'd do great. Have faith in yourself. I believe in you!