Finally caught up with me

[The DiceMan]

My porn use has been up and down for 20 years. Occasionally it has taken over me, but this is not one of those times. I’m as fit as I’ve been for years, career going fairly well. I do however follow a couple of fitness models and Hotwife couples I follow on Onlyfans. Or at least I did until recently. I also occasionally go on cam sites, 5 times in the last year.

The situation is this: tomorrow I have a joint mortgage meeting with my partner where the bank will go through all of my transactions in front of her. I feel like I’m on death row and there’s nothing I can do about it. It feels like a massive invasion of privacy and I expect it will be the end of our relationship. We have a kid and a home together.

Right now I feel as low as I’ve felt and I just want to run away. Cash in my savings and move to another country. I’ve been feeling so low I feel a danger to myself, not that I’d ever do anything, I love life too much.

I’ve thought about lying, saying the Onlyfans was a fitness plan subscription but not sure how I’ll explain away the epoch payments. Feel completely screwed. Ahhhhhhhh!

 

[Androg]

My porn use has been up and down for 20 years. Occasionally it has taken over me, but this is not one of those times. I’m as fit as I’ve been for years, career going fairly well. I do however follow a couple of fitness models and Hotwife couples I follow on Onlyfans. Or at least I did until recently. I also occasionally go on cam sites, 5 times in the last year.

The situation is this: tomorrow I have a joint mortgage meeting with my partner where the bank will go through all of my transactions in front of her. I feel like I’m on death row and there’s nothing I can do about it. It feels like a massive invasion of privacy and I expect it will be the end of our relationship. We have a kid and a home together.

Right now I feel as low as I’ve felt and I just want to run away. Cash in my savings and move to another country. I’ve been feeling so low I feel a danger to myself, not that I’d ever do anything, I love life too much.

I’ve thought about lying, saying the Onlyfans was a fitness plan subscription but not sure how I’ll explain away the epoch payments. Feel completely screwed. Ahhhhhhhh!

No one is perfect and that includes your partner.
Suggested, reading material: https://substack.com/inbox/post/120306754

that said, it’s a good idea to commit to doing better and watching less of the suggestive material.

 

[FrankWhite12]

My porn use has been up and down for 20 years. Occasionally it has taken over me, but this is not one of those times. I’m as fit as I’ve been for years, career going fairly well. I do however follow a couple of fitness models and Hotwife couples I follow on Onlyfans. Or at least I did until recently. I also occasionally go on cam sites, 5 times in the last year.

The situation is this: tomorrow I have a joint mortgage meeting with my partner where the bank will go through all of my transactions in front of her. I feel like I’m on death row and there’s nothing I can do about it. It feels like a massive invasion of privacy and I expect it will be the end of our relationship. We have a kid and a home together.

Right now I feel as low as I’ve felt and I just want to run away. Cash in my savings and move to another country. I’ve been feeling so low I feel a danger to myself, not that I’d ever do anything, I love life too much.

I’ve thought about lying, saying the Onlyfans was a fitness plan subscription but not sure how I’ll explain away the epoch payments. Feel completely screwed. Ahhhhhhhh!

hey man, how'd it turn out?