Useful idiot


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At 61, in shape, beautiful wife (no really) and buffered by my constant relapse, if that's what we call it.
My own self talk justifies my actions and my wife's unavailable tone and her sex Starving me often leads to self talk. At the moment no porn, no desire for it but I need to not blame others and keep on the boat I'm on. This moment is good and will often carry momentum of self discipline to weeks or months beyond.