GBS
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It’s not a relapse @Freerider - you’re storming this. Don’t be too hard on yourself, man.
Brother in this battle - My path to freedom
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Day 173 and 3.
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Love is our built-in need. If there is no love, there is fear. And where there is fear, there is control. And where there is control, there is an inability to live in the here and now. Life can only be lived where one is safe. Security only comes from the experience of being carried, and being carried we feel we are only where we are surrounded by love.
So where is love, where to find it? It is everywhere, even inside me. But one of the characteristics of love is that it does not force its way into anything. It comes especially where it is needed, and it is especially needed where weakness is recognized. A person who is aware of his weakness understands that he needs love. So it's about humility. Humility attracts love, for humility and love are siblings. So don't worry about whether love is there - think instead about whether you have humility. As soon as humility appears, love arrives in its wake.”
I think i am on half way. I tried to think so that i dont blame others. But i am full of blame myself. I am not healing if i cant stop blame me and start to love me.
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Love is our built-in need. If there is no love, there is fear. And where there is fear, there is control. And where there is control, there is an inability to live in the here and now. Life can only be lived where one is safe. Security only comes from the experience of being carried, and being carried we feel we are only where we are surrounded by love.
So where is love, where to find it? It is everywhere, even inside me. But one of the characteristics of love is that it does not force its way into anything. It comes especially where it is needed, and it is especially needed where weakness is recognized. A person who is aware of his weakness understands that he needs love. So it's about humility. Humility attracts love, for humility and love are siblings. So don't worry about whether love is there - think instead about whether you have humility. As soon as humility appears, love arrives in its wake.”
I think i am on half way. I tried to think so that i dont blame others. But i am full of blame myself. I am not healing if i cant stop blame me and start to love me.
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Day 181 and 4. Have done good things, also stressed and scared. Have to increase good habits, rest, positive talk to myself. I am good and its okay to be just this moment and even there is not so much money on bank account at he moment its great to be alive and have all good people surround me and be health and little by little get back mojo. Still work to do but i hope to do things not from fear but from love and positive attitude. Be strong!
Wow man... so many days no porn but masterbaiting... you are on thr right path...for me M would lead to P....
You are doing good... but you need to stop M ....
Dude when I went back to porn after 50days 30 days it was always just the same content... there was no new amazing content to see.. it was always just the same old stuff.... very disappointing...
You are not missing out on anything at all...
!!!
Porn is lame....
Keep it up...kee working towards no M...
You are doing good... but you need to stop M ....
Dude when I went back to porn after 50days 30 days it was always just the same content... there was no new amazing content to see.. it was always just the same old stuff.... very disappointing...
You are not missing out on anything at all...
!!!
Porn is lame....
Keep it up...kee working towards no M...
Day 187 and 10. Awesome, days are nearer to twohundred than one hundred.. now the money seems to be low all the time and it's stressful when work matters are unclear or there is no future in them. yes, things will work out and I'm looking for work, yes, and I'm studying the necessary additional skills. I have anxiety about work. hopefully I can focus on the good more than the bad or anxiety. Keep going! Life is good and its good to live without pornshit!
