Sorry to hear about this @Freerider. Losing a job and feeling that way can be tough. I'm glad things are good with the wife, and what is more, a year away from porn is truly a hell of a deed.
Day 362 and 1. Today i did life audit. Some areas were better than other but all areas are secondary when addiction took control of me. Thats bad thing but important to notice.
Day 363 and 2. First Advent. Christmas is almost here. I've been thinking a lot about how addictive thinking can leave control of your life behind. Not being able to do anything when your thoughts are just about wanting sex and not actually getting anything done. It's quite a load of misery.
Day 365 and 4! a full year without porn! I am grateful and happy. I am grateful for this group and you guys! I am happy to be here now. big things happen one small change and decision at a time. I hope that the coming year will strengthen my identity without the escape mechanism of masturbation also.
I want to focus on the positive things I do. I want to make my dreams and visions come true more and more every day. They are still drowned under the gray cloak of addiction. I have been in chains. I don't want to be in chains, I want to be free from addiction! Let's take it one day at a time!
Icewater swimming, what a great habit, just did 2minutes!