Day 29: Staying away. Also no M. Going bit crazy. Difficult sleeping, tempted to eat more junk, not finding anything interesting, don't feel like working. Any way there is less work and getting ready for year end vacation, but it is not exciting. I would like to travel, but Kids are having exams and wife not feeling well. No other way, just accept life the way it is.
Finding life outside gadgets, social media and porn
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Day 42: Staying away. There is change in mindset that helped me reach this number. I removed the thoughts that I am made of sex and sex is something important that I should have. Started to understand that I don't need sex. I am sure young people can never come to this conclusion. Here my age is helping me and I am coming to my sences.
Day 55: Still staying away. Feels good to enter new year with some Pride. Some actual sexual desires are coming back, but I am holding back. It feels good to maintain the desire and yet not fulfill it. May be I am learning to be a little romantic without sex as a goal. Happy new year without P, M, or physical sex.
Day 87: Staying away, but had sex with wife. I took the initiative and it just happened. I would not call it very successful as I did not last long. This could happen if I am doing it after a long time. I used to feel that PMO actually increase my endurance, even though general belief is the opposite. Any way i feel lighter today as it was a loving and bonding time. I hope she also viewed it like that. I am also happy that I am close to 90day magic number.
Day 94: Not sure what to say. Will 2025 be the year i left this for ever. I hope so. Now I need to target my screen time. That is going to be even tougher as we need it to live in today's world. We can only reduce it to essential time. In the process my life could become really boring. May be I can overcome it, the same way i decided to make life more boring but satisfied without PMO.
Day 116: Still staying away. The 
is gone. I am back to sleeping on time and not thinking about sex. The strong resolve or understanding that I don't need sex is helping. Else my mind could be looking for it and trying to create that feeling with PMO. If I decide I don't need it, not that I need it and I am controlling, makes the difference.
is gone. I am back to sleeping on time and not thinking about sex. The strong resolve or understanding that I don't need sex is helping. Else my mind could be looking for it and trying to create that feeling with PMO. If I decide I don't need it, not that I need it and I am controlling, makes the difference.Day 130: Still staying away.Last night I had a dream, where a lady was trying to be on to me. Even in dream I avoided it and moved away. Here again i don't need it helped me. I don't need it is so powerful. Else I would think that my life is unfulfilled without sex. No need to feel depressed, as I really don't need it. It is like a kid crying for a toy that he/she really doesn't need. It is just that when we grow up we want a girl as toy. Infact we don't need it.