I had 40 days of no porn, sex once every week. I was real horny and really wanted to have sex with someone tonight. My girl was not available. Checked out some escort sites, while trying to avoid their nudes as much as I could. I failed to get an appointment but after a few calls I feel like I fucked up my entire progress, my penis feels like it returned to that cold and insensitive state. Did I just relapse? Do I have to wait another 40 days to get back to the state where I was able to have sex?
Did I relapse? I feel terrible.
- Thread starter ozzyb8
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Opinions will vary. Personally I don't think you messed up all your progress. From a progress point of view, just get back on track and you'll probably feel a lot better soon. From another point of view, what can you learn from all this? Maybe install a blocker or something to make it harder for you to access such sites again, and/or look into your motivations etc.