DAY 30 • Handsome Style
•Sleep before 9pm last night: 0
•Workout 1H: 0
•Eat 3× meat, vegetables & fruits / Fast: 0,5
•Apply impeccable hygiene: 0
•Clear up, clean up housing: 0
•Pray 2H fragmented: 0
•NO P,M,sexting etc.,fornication: 1
•Execute my own business/investment: 0
•Read/study/learn sth new: 0
•Memorize scripture or lesson: 0
•Draw/write/make song/walk in nature: 0,5
•Witness to people about the Gospel: 0
got just enough coins to pay for an important mailing and Monday bus trips hopefully, got a new stylish spring outfit, feeling pretty handsome, some middle-aged woman looking and smiling at me at the cashier, put the car key with the note in the mail for the mechanic, took a little bit of fresh air in the park, little bible study, sun, cool breeze
nightmare of neglect (messy dirty studio apt) in the town I left, sleepy eyes bags, didn't sleep well enough, too thin (I think, but cool nonetheless), anxiety, anti-white invasion, perhaps some paperwork online I still must take care of and didn't get a company for my internship yet (latent annoying worry due to procrastinating), wasted time online and went to sleep late, didn't study electrical maths or drawings at home, disorder in my papers (lessons and exercises), must watch out financially, neglected, noisy annoying neighbors outside, must put gas (and must change the oil ASAP still), no car at the moment, didn't do the homework, kinda stressed out for Monday bus trips with my 5 something euros in coins, no more water in bottles
Always keep some cash or coins to be able to take the bus in your region just in case.
Purity, discipline, and intentional living—through resisting temptation, managing time and environment wisely, nurturing personal growth, and preparing for that meaningful relationship—are essential for long-term peace, success, and fulfillment.
GOALS:
_Get a steady decently paying job on the weekend
_Get into that specific job training (also to do so then)
_Clean up dirty cheap awful studio apartment
_Get car fixed (or change it)