Worrior-3-H
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Hlo , Hope you are doing well. I have been addicted to PMO for 15 years . 5 years ago I came to know about my addiction and 3 years ago I came to know about my erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculations. During all those years I developed a habit of ejaculation as soon as I developed erection due fear of getting caught. I started my reboot journey some time ago . I was unable to live my life without porn . But my frequency of watching porn decreased with time . I decided to fap to soft porn like insta models and reels. But in the last 2 months I didn't watch the porn and also reels . Now I don't have the urge to watch porn but sometimes I need a quick fix for which I masturbate and I try to not fantasize about porn . Whenever I fap ,in the first round it's very difficult to hold my ejaculation because of PE but I try to hold on by stop and start method . I now have erection not fully hard whenever I fap . My biggest trial was to avoid fantasies. In the last month I tried not to fantasize even sec with my real partner. I had sex a few times . I had sex with my 2 previous gf 3-4 times . With my first gf I didn't get erection and after some time I got erection but PE was biggest prblm to have sex . I get erection to blowjob. She gave me a few times . Eventually relationship ended.
With my 2nd gf first round was not good enough due to PE. But I communicated with her . After 1st round she used to give me BJ and I get erection and then I will be able to have sex but PE was the main problem although I could continue sex for few minutes but with stop and start method. I felt very guilty because she couldn't reach orgasm despite multiple attempts on multiple occasions. Now I am not watching hardcore and soft core porn for the last 2 months. I have a gf whenever we talk fantasies come to my mind . And we are planning to meet . We decided to kiss and hug . What should I do regarding my reboot and premature ejaculation. Should we go for sex . Any suggestions regarding to get rid of all evil effects of porn on my life including PE and erectile dysfunction.
Thanks in anticipation.
With my 2nd gf first round was not good enough due to PE. But I communicated with her . After 1st round she used to give me BJ and I get erection and then I will be able to have sex but PE was the main problem although I could continue sex for few minutes but with stop and start method. I felt very guilty because she couldn't reach orgasm despite multiple attempts on multiple occasions. Now I am not watching hardcore and soft core porn for the last 2 months. I have a gf whenever we talk fantasies come to my mind . And we are planning to meet . We decided to kiss and hug . What should I do regarding my reboot and premature ejaculation. Should we go for sex . Any suggestions regarding to get rid of all evil effects of porn on my life including PE and erectile dysfunction.
Thanks in anticipation.