Low libido and unreliable erections

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zackergeet

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1 month! Oh yeah baby! Maybe a should get a hamburger or a cake to celebrate. It has been a while since I ate those.i realized that strengthening your discipline on other habits helps you to stop using P and doing M. I practice intermittent fasting once in a while, and cook my own meals to avoid eating high-processed and high-calorie food. This month has been not very difficult but I have to be prepared if I recover my libido like before, let’s go for another month! 30 days already , 170 days to go
 
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Day 44!

Yesterday I felt my libido coming back a little bit cause my mind started to imagine sexual scenarios. It was like a spark like my mind synchronizing with my body cause I felt a response in my body like a spark. But it was only for a few moments, cause after that I tried to inagine again and no response from my body. It seems 44 days it is just a small portion of all the path I have to go through. I won’t fail 156 more days to be free.
 
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Day 45!

I was reading a success story about a guy that after 2 years fee of PMO he did not heal completely, and even relapsed. Of course it is discouraging for everybody who is on this track. Are we destined to have a mediocre sexual life because we spend several years PMOing? It is scary but I know that even if we do not get fully healed is better than consuming P. It is only logical to expect that a brain has been damaged for more than 20 years not to be healed in 200 days. On these moments I have to embrace discipline and not motivation.

Finishing Week 6.
 
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Recovery Will Come said:
Great work!! I don’t know about you but week 4 for me is the hardest week to get by and you got by it!!!!
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Thank you my friend! I would say that there many types of difficulties to me along this process.

Week 1 & 2: it is very easy to relapse since you are just beginning and you still have the habid engrained in yourself, my mind tries to trick me saying 2 weeks is nothing, go for it.

Week 3 & 4: I feel uncomfortable with myself, i experience blue balls, I feel in a bad mood. I hate the sensation of being in a flatline so perhaps I might be tempted to see if my buddy works.

If only I had know how dangerous P was I would have never started. But now I cannot change the past only the future. I want to enjoy sex as I supposed to.
 
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Day 48!

Yesterday I was so sick, that I could not sleep well I had to wake up so many time to wash my face to feel better. Then I made a mistake I grabbed my phone, and I have a s a rule to leave my phone outside my room to eliminate any trigger. And started watching YouTube and guess what, there always girls willing to upload videos dancing in a sexy fashion or barely wearing any clothes. As soon as I realized that could ruined my progress I stopped. That was a close one.

I will suceed this time for good! 152 more day to reach the 200 days.
 
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Day 50!

I read my previous thread called “ it is time to quit for good” and I saw that I got to be 203 days free of PMO, unfortunately I had a car accident and was in pain and alone. I don’t want to sound like I am giving an excuse I am just trying to identify what I did wrong. After the car accident my neck and lower back were hurting a lot, I did not want to go the hospital because I had no insurance at that moment so I thought the pain would pass and it did but I was in pain for several days and I ended up doing PMO lots of times. More than 200 days I was almost free and that was 3 or 4 years ago. This time will be different but I have to get a strategy for not going to PMO in case I face a very difficult situation.
 
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Day 58!

I will not surrender until I reach the 200 days. During these days I have had some temptations but my libido is not that high enough. I can have sex with my wife which is good but I wish I could feel the libido I had before. I think so far it has been kind of easy because of my low libido but I have to say that I also endure a hard time I found myself a little deppresed like the world is heavier than normal, I cannot complain about my life but I don’t know why my mood was very low, there was one day that I did not want to do anything not reading, nor playing nothing, just stay on bed. I wonder if this is a side effect of rebooting. 142 days more to go!
 
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Day 60!
2 months already, I watched the videos of Gabe the creator of this page. And he stated that for healing completely he spent 9 months doing a hard mode so no PMO. I wonder if it will be 9 months for me, perhaps more since I started very young. I cannot remember anymore exactly how old I was when I started consuming P but I do remember that everything started with a brand new computer. I did not even have internet but a “friend” lent a xxx video and man it was like an explosion in my mind and at that age I did not have a refractory period, I could finish and start all over again. If only I had known how harmful that was. If only I had some guidance. I have become the adult that I needed as a child.

160 days to be free and hopefully 7 more months to be fully healed. Let’s do it!
 
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