Looking at some journals. Women and men. My husband and I recently talked about the fact that he was exposed to porn and ejaculation by a neighbor that had magazines. I learned about such things at 9 from a man down the street with 5 kids. We lived near The ocean. He started discussing a bird rookery near us and then reproduction and then me touching him and him touching my body. Oddly we both had orgasms. I did not want men touching me at all I could see their Penisles in their swim trunks I thought they all wanted to touch me. I was terrified. But at that point my body went from that to my body became a thing. For many years as a young adult I would have sex because of my body being a thing. I did not orgasm. When I had a boyfriend they would ask and I had no answer. It screwed up my physical love life. More tomorrow.
