It?s timme to do my reboot

[Reboot_me]

As I said I would, I  am back to write my journal masturbated to porn for more than one day ago and my trigger was restlessness even though I hade things to do later . Yea I am actually feeling good because I have come a long way since I started in October 2012 whenn I had read "Think and grow rich" of the author "Napoleon Hill" and my first goal was 30 days after a lot of relapps I made  it to 31 days in may 2013 . the a lot of relapases later I satt a goal last year to hold my self from porn and masturbation for 4 month whenn I almost had was done with that goal I lookt at porn day 114 with no relapse and lookt at porn day 115 with relapse that was in 1-2 februari this year now my relapses oftent come at the end of the week so its better the were I was wenn I started bec then I masturbated  2-4 times a day?.

I will write more later.

 

[Gabe Deem]

Hey Reboot_me,

Glad to have you here man, I hope you will find the support and information you need to succeed in breaking free and rebooting!

A few questions for you that you might consider adding to your story we can learn more about you and so others can relate better.

• How old were you when you started watching porn/masturbating?
• Did your tastes in the type of porn you watched change and escalate over time?
• What are your reasons for rebooting? ED, DE, more motivation and enjoyment in life..etc..etc?

last year to hold my self from porn and masturbation for 4 month whenn I almost had was done with that goal I lokt at porn day 114

Man that is AWESOME! that is a really long time and I am proud of you for that! I know this is not easy, but the fact you went almost 4 months before tells you that you can do it again. I believe you will. The most important thing is to keep going and never give up. Learn from your mistakes and really think about weather or not porn has given you the pleasure in life it once seemed to promise you. When I realized porn will never satisfy me, but it will only rob the ability to feel pleasure in other areas of my life, then I made the decision to quit for good no matter what kind of hell I had to go through. If I can do it you can do it! Stay strong my man.

Looking forward to reading more about your story. Welcome to Reboot Nation!

 

[Reboot_me]

I started with masturbation when I was 8 year and sometimes I found pornmagzis outside in the nature and sommtimmes me and my friends got hold of older brothers VHS porn movies . but I haven?t allways hade access to  internetporn on daily basis but for some years every now and then  like the period 2007 and forward I have hade it  and I have escelated to some weird stuff. Now its day 5 on my journey to 120 days and it?s weekend so I better keep my self busy.

By the way , I must say to everyone that it's worth to challenge your self not to use porn and masturbation you will be so much more productive when forcing your energy on something more worthy. I hope to write a better journal later on when I get more use to writ in english.

Thanks for this page.

 

[Reboot_me]

It was a couple of weeks ago I held for more than 6 days and the fact that I made a account on this site has done that I think one extra time before I act upon my urges.

 

[shake19]

I am impressed by those long periods of your reboot in the past. 114 days - it seems unreachable for me as for now - I've never even passed 21 days without porn.

How could you describe the difference between the time when you watched porn very often and the time of e.g. 114 days without porn?
How did you feel after relapse on day 115?

I can see from your post that you are really precise about counting days with or without porn - you even know exact dates. I think it's good because it seems that you really care about leaving porn addiction. A lot of people in our age are not aware about the problem and they just spent hours watching porn and devestating their brains and emotions, I feel kind of helpless for friends who say it is everything fine in watching porn and they completely deny my point of view.

However, I wish that this site - words of people being addicted to porn and being conscious about the problem - may help you to break free from porn.
I wish you all the best and never give up about leaving porn forever! It will surely bring you to the better life as I guess you already realised after such a big experience of fighting this addiction.

 

[Reboot_me]

I am impressed by those long periods of your reboot in the past. 114 days - it seems unreachable for me as for now - I've never even passed 21 days without porn.

How could you describe the difference between the time when you watched porn very often and the time of e.g. 114 days without porn?
How did you feel after relapse on day 115?

I can see from your post that you are really precise about counting days with or without porn - you even know exact dates. I think it's good because it seems that you really care about leaving porn addiction. A lot of people in our age are not aware about the problem and they just spent hours watching porn and devestating their brains and emotions, I feel kind of helpless for friends who say
it is everything fine in watching porn and they completely deny my point of view.

However, I wish that this site - words of people being addicted to porn and being conscious about the problem - may help you to break free from porn.
I wish you all the best and never give up about leaving porn forever! It will surely bring you to the better life as I guess you already realised after such a big experience of fighting this addiction.

After 114 days of not looking at porn I got really pent up by sexual arousal and it was a battle not relapse then a day later the sexual urges got me on day 115 , but I i did not feel that depresed like I used to do when I relapsed in the begining of my jurney to get porn and masturbation free if I would relapse now I would do new plans to stop with the addiction right away.
When I do not look at porn and masturbate I get musch more emotional and a clear more focused mind and meny more benfits.
 
In the beginning even 6 days was like a hard reached numbers of days off. but as long as not giving up you will beat your record. And keep yourself busy and occupied as musch as you can.

Yea, I write it down in a paper block so I can work on progres and use the sexual energy in more worthy things like developing myself and now I even feel a litel in love with a girl at my workplace so a girlfriend would really be somthing good to aim for.rbate

I haven?t had sex since the end of summer 2011.

 

[Reboot_me]

O my god better go to the gym now, I have porn craivings.

 

[Reboot_me]

Coulden?t sleep so I relapsed on 9 days.

 

[Reboot_me]

I feel that it?s easy to fall back to porn and masturbation when I am tiread and low on energy . must keep myself bussy becaus I just masturbated agin.

 

[Reboot_me]

Gosh this is a thug start must get more things to do so thers no spear timme or get ride of my coputer haha I do not have TV so thats ok. Lets get back on track now it timme to stopp relapse I can get wher I was agin as long as keeping on.

 

[Reboot_me]

relapsed for quit some time now and now I realy need to sett the goal to beat my previous best 115 days . If I only could promis my self not to look at porn agin. yea let?s do all I can. now I need some new plans and goals in life so that I get some more focus.