Hey guys, relapse after 2 months. First became obsessed with gateway porn (training videos of young men), a few days later PMO for a few hours. I so so so had hoped to stay clean this time.
Funny thing: It's a trick of the mind to believe that this time it won't hurt. And boy does it hurt. I feel like shit today. On a positive note: Thank you for showing me once again what a waste of time PMO is.
I've been clean for 9 months before, so I'm sure I can make it indefinitely. When will I learn that there is NO excuse to PMO ever? Wish me luck, guys, I pray for you. Peace and love
PS I'm grateful I made it to 2 months.