johnperkins
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Im male 22. Masturbting to porn on a daily basis or on amnexcesss since 6 years. Though before I discovered masturbation I enjoued looking at pictures of girls at around 12 or 13.
During last 3 years- I was watching porn and masturbating daily. I noticed decline in my libido gradually. In dese 3 years..I jad an oppurtunity with 3 girls- my penis was erect completely and I sustained erection too. But actuall touching didnt appeal to me as much porn did.
I had urges for masturbation instead of sex. I always thought Masturbation to be bad..though it was always accompanied with porn.
1.5 months back- I decided to quit masturbation. Though I was only able to do it for 6 days. Im between I used to watch porn and remember getting a rock hard erection. I was so satisfies that I again started masturbating to porn
One jus after a day or two..I realized that my erection wasnt as hard like rock hard solid. Also as soon as I ejaculated..it went down slowly. That alarmed me and I startes my reebot.
Today is day 33 of reboot- no porn and no masturbation. Though when I go to market some times..amd I see a hot girl..I gen an urge to masturbate rather than wanting to sleep with her.
Regarding my morning erections..I have them whenever I get up during my sleep. But not when I get up. They are not that hard. Im worried about the hardness. Where did it go suddenly. And my libido is also veryyy lowww.
Porn had directed my brain in a way that urge for real sex isnt der. Urge only for masturbation.
Please I would appreciate your answers..
During last 3 years- I was watching porn and masturbating daily. I noticed decline in my libido gradually. In dese 3 years..I jad an oppurtunity with 3 girls- my penis was erect completely and I sustained erection too. But actuall touching didnt appeal to me as much porn did.
I had urges for masturbation instead of sex. I always thought Masturbation to be bad..though it was always accompanied with porn.
1.5 months back- I decided to quit masturbation. Though I was only able to do it for 6 days. Im between I used to watch porn and remember getting a rock hard erection. I was so satisfies that I again started masturbating to porn
One jus after a day or two..I realized that my erection wasnt as hard like rock hard solid. Also as soon as I ejaculated..it went down slowly. That alarmed me and I startes my reebot.
Today is day 33 of reboot- no porn and no masturbation. Though when I go to market some times..amd I see a hot girl..I gen an urge to masturbate rather than wanting to sleep with her.
Regarding my morning erections..I have them whenever I get up during my sleep. But not when I get up. They are not that hard. Im worried about the hardness. Where did it go suddenly. And my libido is also veryyy lowww.
Porn had directed my brain in a way that urge for real sex isnt der. Urge only for masturbation.
Please I would appreciate your answers..