turnpotential2confidence
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My story is not much different than anyone else.
Started masturbating at 10 or 11, using porn by 12 or 13. Firmly addicted by 14. Using ever since.
I have been on yourbrainrebalanced for 1 year and 2 months, I had 130 days free of pornography about a month and a half ago. I was 100% confident that I was done with pornography for good. Although a relapse came and have been struggling to get back on it with the same intensity. I feel this forum can be a fresh start to moving on from the curse for good.
I will read up on YBOP more than ever and get as much knowledge as I can to apply towards this thing.
I never want to touch porn again. You can never get enough, it takes your life away, your peace away, your freedom away. It will rob you of everything good you have in your life. It will make it to where you cannot be around the people you are closest to. This stuff eats away at your soul.
My goals? To leave behind this addiction for good. To have healthy erections. To be able to experience intimacy with a woman with a clean slate on sexuality. To enjoy the love of a beautiful woman and be able to receive it and give love back. To build confidence in myself and a belief that I can do anything I put my mind. To think positive about myself and positively about my outlook on life. To improve my career, to go after every day trying to be productive and do good. To change the way I look at sex, and how it pertains to me, altogether.
I want to spend my energy on things that matter, not on searching for the absolute filth you can find on the internet. Where you choose to spend your energy, and how you choose to spend your energy, is what makes your life.
Most of all I just want to make a life that matters. Make a life that's worth living, that I can look at, at the end of my days and be proud of what I've done. With a good family beside me, and a life that's full of love.
If I could sum up my opinion of porn in 4 words it would be: Pain, Shame and Prison.
I don't want to have to worry about sex anymore, I don't want to have to worry about porn anymore, and I don't want to have to worry about any of the shame that goes along with it.
I just want to be done with it, living my life free from the bonds that it has put me in.
This, is my purpose. And I will treat it as such. I have so many things I want to do. But this is it. This is my time. This is my devotion, this is my study. This is my blood, sweat and tears.
Started masturbating at 10 or 11, using porn by 12 or 13. Firmly addicted by 14. Using ever since.
I have been on yourbrainrebalanced for 1 year and 2 months, I had 130 days free of pornography about a month and a half ago. I was 100% confident that I was done with pornography for good. Although a relapse came and have been struggling to get back on it with the same intensity. I feel this forum can be a fresh start to moving on from the curse for good.
I will read up on YBOP more than ever and get as much knowledge as I can to apply towards this thing.
I never want to touch porn again. You can never get enough, it takes your life away, your peace away, your freedom away. It will rob you of everything good you have in your life. It will make it to where you cannot be around the people you are closest to. This stuff eats away at your soul.
My goals? To leave behind this addiction for good. To have healthy erections. To be able to experience intimacy with a woman with a clean slate on sexuality. To enjoy the love of a beautiful woman and be able to receive it and give love back. To build confidence in myself and a belief that I can do anything I put my mind. To think positive about myself and positively about my outlook on life. To improve my career, to go after every day trying to be productive and do good. To change the way I look at sex, and how it pertains to me, altogether.
I want to spend my energy on things that matter, not on searching for the absolute filth you can find on the internet. Where you choose to spend your energy, and how you choose to spend your energy, is what makes your life.
Most of all I just want to make a life that matters. Make a life that's worth living, that I can look at, at the end of my days and be proud of what I've done. With a good family beside me, and a life that's full of love.
If I could sum up my opinion of porn in 4 words it would be: Pain, Shame and Prison.
I don't want to have to worry about sex anymore, I don't want to have to worry about porn anymore, and I don't want to have to worry about any of the shame that goes along with it.
I just want to be done with it, living my life free from the bonds that it has put me in.
This, is my purpose. And I will treat it as such. I have so many things I want to do. But this is it. This is my time. This is my devotion, this is my study. This is my blood, sweat and tears.