Hello brave men. I am looking to begin my recovery from porn one day at a time. I'm 37 and think accountability partner(s) would be a good step towards my goal. I love helping others. I'm honestly a rather normal guy, struggling entrepreneur, musician, and raised from a good loving family.
I've been addicted to internet porn for over 15 years. Though I haven't had any ED issues, I am beginning to believe that my addiction to porn HAS fundamentally rewired my brain into seeking out and failing to find an unconventional sex life. I never wanted to be controlled by anything, but I am starting to see how big of a problem this really is to my motivation as an entrepreneur, rejection of less than perfect partners, and incalculable waste of time escaping to porn on whatever screen that is available. Like many others my addiction from the age of 12 has gotten progressively more pervasive and what I seek out has become progressively more extreme.
I'm sharing here in order to find a partner to relate with. Most recently I've decided I'm not monagamous. I had one swing partner and decided after that that novelty of swinging was something I required in my relationships. Not such a great 3rd date conversation... I've gone to sex clubs on weekends and gangbang parties cause I was seeking that novelty. My last relationship probably ended in part that whenever I was aroused, she was asleep and I would go to the bathroom or other room to watch porn. My therapist told me that I wasn't addicted. I disagree and therefore want to commit to a reboot to see what kinds of positive and empowering changes such a change from my routine would make. Dm or message me if you're interested and we will take this journey and share to heal. I start my reboot Monday 8/20
