Maritime18
Member
Hey guys,
I previously posted my journal in the "teens" section of the forum, but as I'm coming up on my 20th and the 20-29 section is much more active, I'd like to move over to here.
I started PMO probably around the age of 13/14 and quickly adopted the prone position. I began to notice symptoms of PIED when I first began to attempt sexual encounters with girls around 16/17, but assumed it was stress or just not the right time. Now that it's been a factor in ending three relationships for me, the most recent one almost two weeks ago, I'm not letting anything get in the way of recovering.
I'm on day 58 of no MO/PMO and definitely flatlining. In the first month or so of no PMO, I would notice occasional discharges of semen while going to the bathroom but those have stopped. Last week I had a wet dream but haven't noticed any since then. I've been wondering if these are signs of progress? What do you guys think?
At this point in my flatline I am not aroused by sexually charged pictures of girls that I see in my daily life, such as in social media or my friends here at school showing off nude pictures that girls send them. I try to avoid looking at that kind of stuff, but I have been flirting with a girl via Snapchat lately. I hope that wont set me back, being that it consists of pictures that definitely get me excited. Nothing sexual or nude and I haven't gotten hard in the process, but I definitely feel what seems to be a sense of libido.
Also, I haven't gone out of my way to try, but I know that I am not capable of MO without porn at this point either.
In everyone's opinion, do you have to be addicted to porn in order to get PIED? Do they essentially parallel each other? Since I decided to quit P and PMO, I haven't had any major cravings, withdrawal symptoms, or relapses. Once I learned how bad porn is for my brain I never looked back. That didn't surprise me, but many other people have talked about going through a withdrawal which I don't think I have experienced, or at least not as bad. So maybe I wasn't addicted to porn? But then how would the PIED set in?
Like the subject line says- this is a team effort for all of us! Please reply with your advice and experiences! They'll help not just me but everyone else looking around this forum for some hope!!
I previously posted my journal in the "teens" section of the forum, but as I'm coming up on my 20th and the 20-29 section is much more active, I'd like to move over to here.
I started PMO probably around the age of 13/14 and quickly adopted the prone position. I began to notice symptoms of PIED when I first began to attempt sexual encounters with girls around 16/17, but assumed it was stress or just not the right time. Now that it's been a factor in ending three relationships for me, the most recent one almost two weeks ago, I'm not letting anything get in the way of recovering.
I'm on day 58 of no MO/PMO and definitely flatlining. In the first month or so of no PMO, I would notice occasional discharges of semen while going to the bathroom but those have stopped. Last week I had a wet dream but haven't noticed any since then. I've been wondering if these are signs of progress? What do you guys think?
At this point in my flatline I am not aroused by sexually charged pictures of girls that I see in my daily life, such as in social media or my friends here at school showing off nude pictures that girls send them. I try to avoid looking at that kind of stuff, but I have been flirting with a girl via Snapchat lately. I hope that wont set me back, being that it consists of pictures that definitely get me excited. Nothing sexual or nude and I haven't gotten hard in the process, but I definitely feel what seems to be a sense of libido.
Also, I haven't gone out of my way to try, but I know that I am not capable of MO without porn at this point either.
In everyone's opinion, do you have to be addicted to porn in order to get PIED? Do they essentially parallel each other? Since I decided to quit P and PMO, I haven't had any major cravings, withdrawal symptoms, or relapses. Once I learned how bad porn is for my brain I never looked back. That didn't surprise me, but many other people have talked about going through a withdrawal which I don't think I have experienced, or at least not as bad. So maybe I wasn't addicted to porn? But then how would the PIED set in?
Like the subject line says- this is a team effort for all of us! Please reply with your advice and experiences! They'll help not just me but everyone else looking around this forum for some hope!!