Wabbajack
Active Member
LAST PMO: 7th April
PMO-ing free for: HALF A YEAR!.
So, I'm here. Shoould have found this site much earlier, it'd go much easier for me.
Hello.
I'll start with a bit about me and then straight to the point. I'm currently 25. Started masturbating pretty early, I wasn't even aware of what that was, just felt nice. At 17 I learned how to get my hands on some magazines. Some came with DVDs that I got to watch maybe once a week. At 19 I got a computer with Internet on it and thus began my fall
First of all, I do not consider myself as a porn addict, more like M-ing addict. Porn was an addition and though I love it (still ) I was able to M without it. I still believe that porn was to be blamed for some of my tastes and fetishes, but let's leave this aside for
now.
My problem? PIED.
I first had problem getting up with my first girlfriend, I was 20 back then. We dated for 4 months and I NEVER had a proper rection, by her hand nor mouth. Which was pretty unsettling.
That came a year-long single period for me, filled with much of M-ing, mostly to porn. Then I got my heart broken, luckily found a
ice girl for me then. After few months we tried and... nothing. We were both each other's "firsts" so I must thank her for being patient and supportive. We tried for like 6 months, mostly practicing oral sex for this period. I was still M-ing. After that we managed to have our first time. It was gloriious, with mutual orgasm and really made me believe I can do it! Then my problem ot significantly lesser over time. I was still M-ing though. All this time and in the future I was able to be 90-100% hard while watching porn.
That was my glorious years, compared to what I feel now. For like a year I ad awesome sex life. Some downfalls and premature ejaculations, but sometimes I got her to climax four times in a row. I know it sounds like bragging, but I have no reason to lie here. And it really helps me to believe I'll be able to do it again. We tried different things, like roleplaying and sometimes going a bit rougher.I mention this because I believe I got my tastes from watching porn. Or it's just me, I don't know.
I have to mention here: during this Good Year I still rarely was 100% hard. But let's say 80% was enough for both of us to be atisfied.Never was able to use a condom, though. There was always a pill. After that the relationship started to fail, I didn't enjoy sex as much as I used to. After a while this led to problems with maintaing a full erection.I didn't care so much about her, sometimes ED came back. But rarely, sex was still enjoyable.
Then we split up, I got with another girl with which I had problems getting up. I blamed stress for that, still didn't link it to porn. We split after a while and eventually got back with my ex for half a year. Again, sex was good, zero problems getting hard and less maintaning it. Then again we split and I was with someone else in no time.
That was half a year ago, I'm with The Girl ever since. Still have hell of a problem getting up and maintaining an erection. We succeded sometimes and sometimes she's the problem (she "closes", won't let me in even if I got hard enough, we fail to make love).
This is my story. Here I am now:
On the early days of april I got to this site and decided to stop PMOing. Last time was 9th of April. My last masturbation was on 16th of April, twice. Nothing since that date that I have done to myself. I keep trying to have sex with my Girlfriend and sometimes we succeed. I think it won't make my reboot worse. I don't feel a strong chaser effect and I feel I can overcome it. Also we limited my O's to intercourse induced mostly. Almost no oral sex and so handjobs (I feel they are too close to the feeling of M-ing and might do the same damage as M-ing itself.
I see one problem: I keep fantasizing about other women. Colleagues, girl-friends, passer-bies. I love my girlfriend, but I can't
help desiring others.
So basically that's it. I hope you guys have made through this wall of text. If I sometimes talk about some stuff to openly or giving too much detail, let me know.And if you want, I'm waiting for comments and support
Since I discovered what was my problem and found this site and the scale of a problem, I feel much more hope
PMO-ing free for: HALF A YEAR!.
So, I'm here. Shoould have found this site much earlier, it'd go much easier for me.
Hello.
I'll start with a bit about me and then straight to the point. I'm currently 25. Started masturbating pretty early, I wasn't even aware of what that was, just felt nice. At 17 I learned how to get my hands on some magazines. Some came with DVDs that I got to watch maybe once a week. At 19 I got a computer with Internet on it and thus began my fall
First of all, I do not consider myself as a porn addict, more like M-ing addict. Porn was an addition and though I love it (still ) I was able to M without it. I still believe that porn was to be blamed for some of my tastes and fetishes, but let's leave this aside for
now.
My problem? PIED.
I first had problem getting up with my first girlfriend, I was 20 back then. We dated for 4 months and I NEVER had a proper rection, by her hand nor mouth. Which was pretty unsettling.
That came a year-long single period for me, filled with much of M-ing, mostly to porn. Then I got my heart broken, luckily found a
ice girl for me then. After few months we tried and... nothing. We were both each other's "firsts" so I must thank her for being patient and supportive. We tried for like 6 months, mostly practicing oral sex for this period. I was still M-ing. After that we managed to have our first time. It was gloriious, with mutual orgasm and really made me believe I can do it! Then my problem ot significantly lesser over time. I was still M-ing though. All this time and in the future I was able to be 90-100% hard while watching porn.
That was my glorious years, compared to what I feel now. For like a year I ad awesome sex life. Some downfalls and premature ejaculations, but sometimes I got her to climax four times in a row. I know it sounds like bragging, but I have no reason to lie here. And it really helps me to believe I'll be able to do it again. We tried different things, like roleplaying and sometimes going a bit rougher.I mention this because I believe I got my tastes from watching porn. Or it's just me, I don't know.
I have to mention here: during this Good Year I still rarely was 100% hard. But let's say 80% was enough for both of us to be atisfied.Never was able to use a condom, though. There was always a pill. After that the relationship started to fail, I didn't enjoy sex as much as I used to. After a while this led to problems with maintaing a full erection.I didn't care so much about her, sometimes ED came back. But rarely, sex was still enjoyable.
Then we split up, I got with another girl with which I had problems getting up. I blamed stress for that, still didn't link it to porn. We split after a while and eventually got back with my ex for half a year. Again, sex was good, zero problems getting hard and less maintaning it. Then again we split and I was with someone else in no time.
That was half a year ago, I'm with The Girl ever since. Still have hell of a problem getting up and maintaining an erection. We succeded sometimes and sometimes she's the problem (she "closes", won't let me in even if I got hard enough, we fail to make love).
This is my story. Here I am now:
On the early days of april I got to this site and decided to stop PMOing. Last time was 9th of April. My last masturbation was on 16th of April, twice. Nothing since that date that I have done to myself. I keep trying to have sex with my Girlfriend and sometimes we succeed. I think it won't make my reboot worse. I don't feel a strong chaser effect and I feel I can overcome it. Also we limited my O's to intercourse induced mostly. Almost no oral sex and so handjobs (I feel they are too close to the feeling of M-ing and might do the same damage as M-ing itself.
I see one problem: I keep fantasizing about other women. Colleagues, girl-friends, passer-bies. I love my girlfriend, but I can't
help desiring others.
So basically that's it. I hope you guys have made through this wall of text. If I sometimes talk about some stuff to openly or giving too much detail, let me know.And if you want, I'm waiting for comments and support
Since I discovered what was my problem and found this site and the scale of a problem, I feel much more hope