fcjl8
Active Member
Hi my name is fcjl8(Paul) and I am an addict.
I am 52 and married to a great lady for 30 years...
I have been addicted to various forms of pornography (mags, vhs, stories , internet images and videos) most of my life, and obviously using the porn and fantasy to fuel masturbation.
I have been working at recovery from this addiction for a few years now. I am currently 90 days clean. I have had more clean days than using days in the last 3 years, the periods of freedom have been great.
Every aspect of my being is damaged when I use PMO... my relationships with my family members, friends and clients, everyone are diminished when I am mired in PMO use. My work and creativity also suffers enormously. My joy for life is so much greater when I am away from PMO as is my spiritual relationship.
I am working on each day, trying to make this my new life, my only way!
I am 52 and married to a great lady for 30 years...
I have been addicted to various forms of pornography (mags, vhs, stories , internet images and videos) most of my life, and obviously using the porn and fantasy to fuel masturbation.
I have been working at recovery from this addiction for a few years now. I am currently 90 days clean. I have had more clean days than using days in the last 3 years, the periods of freedom have been great.
Every aspect of my being is damaged when I use PMO... my relationships with my family members, friends and clients, everyone are diminished when I am mired in PMO use. My work and creativity also suffers enormously. My joy for life is so much greater when I am away from PMO as is my spiritual relationship.
I am working on each day, trying to make this my new life, my only way!