Rainiegirl
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Maybe I'm putting in too much time online lately. Everything I read is so disheartening. I have given up on men and relationships years ago because I new I could probaly never survive another heartbreak. When I met my SO he was so special and unlike all the others that I let down my guards and fell in love. Now I'm broken all over again and I don't know how to have faith in my relationship. I think I suffer from PTSD and the online statistics are only making things worse. One side of me knows that he isn't like anyone else I've ever known so his methods of dealing with addiction probaly won't be the same either. The other side of me says that I'm believing in a false reality like I have done befor and I'm probaly going to suffer unimaginably for it. So if anyone can give me some real facts on a realistic timeframe to give him and if I can have faith that a man wouldnt realy choose porn if he knew it would leave his kids with a unstable mother and a lost relationship.