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Hi
I am Scandy from India,
I want to share some of my "wierd problems" I am going through! I never thought porn as something that would cling to me and cause psychological problems...like loss of self esteem, social communications, degrading physial fitness. I realised that it is something that is not natural part of me. Its not mormal to have this thing in my life. I just made up my mind and when the struggle started, I realised my brain was not mine! It was trying to push me off the cliff whenever I made an attempt to save myself. Well there's one thing I would like to mention. The support from you guys is quite effective!! I saw the same thing going into your lives. I saw how you all are trying to make up yourself up! How you all are same like me....who have a vision to make the life a better experience. I realised we all are a part of a family who is fighting this dark matter ! You are somewhat inspiring. I made a committment not to watch porn on 3rd of May. and this is the first time I have crossed the 7 day barrier. I think its because of my strong will power thar drove me to this achievement. I am facing some problem as I told you earlier. I an felling uncomfortable and my brain is trying to make my way to the renowned porn sites. But there is another thing that is being born into me. I an very happy that this 'new thing' makes me alive & awake for the true purpose of my life.
I am thankful to you all guys for being as an invisible support system all the time!
I am ready to face other challenges too but I know that new version inside me will always help me becoming what I really am.....
I am Scandy from India,
I want to share some of my "wierd problems" I am going through! I never thought porn as something that would cling to me and cause psychological problems...like loss of self esteem, social communications, degrading physial fitness. I realised that it is something that is not natural part of me. Its not mormal to have this thing in my life. I just made up my mind and when the struggle started, I realised my brain was not mine! It was trying to push me off the cliff whenever I made an attempt to save myself. Well there's one thing I would like to mention. The support from you guys is quite effective!! I saw the same thing going into your lives. I saw how you all are trying to make up yourself up! How you all are same like me....who have a vision to make the life a better experience. I realised we all are a part of a family who is fighting this dark matter ! You are somewhat inspiring. I made a committment not to watch porn on 3rd of May. and this is the first time I have crossed the 7 day barrier. I think its because of my strong will power thar drove me to this achievement. I am facing some problem as I told you earlier. I an felling uncomfortable and my brain is trying to make my way to the renowned porn sites. But there is another thing that is being born into me. I an very happy that this 'new thing' makes me alive & awake for the true purpose of my life.
I am thankful to you all guys for being as an invisible support system all the time!
I am ready to face other challenges too but I know that new version inside me will always help me becoming what I really am.....
