I remember I am here to help change the world. I must stop my addiction first!

zaraki888

Active Member
Hello Sunborn,

Thanks for posting and great to hear you liked the video :)

Good luck with your journey!


I almost relapsed today wanting to visit something which I haven't been able to block on my mobile phone yet. I have mailed k9 support for this problem and hopefully I will be able to use Qustodio. I already started trying to find yoga video's on my computer but I have blocked it fortunate.
I felt terrible today because I did not do my homework and I was procrastinating again. I feel a depression. I went to panick button, red the story and took 10 deep breath and I did push ups until my arms started to scream.

I will surpass 22 days without watching P. I feel good, I feel like I have gotten a little bit stronger :p


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You can now manage Apps

Decide when Youtube, Facebook, Whatsapp, Netflix and more are allowed.

You decide when internet is allowed

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zaraki888

Active Member
Rebootnation journal on 25-11-15 Kill porn on your pc!

Today I had an erotic dream with a women.  I orgasm in my dream and the orgasm felt great, just like in real life. At the same time I was afraid if I wet myself in bed. When I woke up, I realized I did not cum.

Today is day 28 without watching porn or any porn activity or stimulants. I did masturbated three times within 28 days without fantasizing. I hope to keep this up and bring the amount of masturbation down to 1 or 2 times in December. In Januari I would like to hit 30 days without masturbation and without porn or any sexual fake stimulants. The most important is to not watch porn at all.

Porn is the main reason I masturbate so much. It took me years to bring the masturbation addiction from every day (or even three times) to 1 time in a week. Porn block really did the job for me. I would have already relapsed if I had no porn filter.

I love working out and meeting real women in life. With no porn I feel the transformation is happening right now.

Kill Porn on your computer and the masturbation and all the negative things will go away in time. You will get forced to go out, work out and hang out with your friends and go after real women. Talking to real women is amazing, especially when they are beautiful. The feeling is amazing, I can really feel the connection. Even if the women is not interested in a relationship.

I do have downside effects like feeling a depression, procrastination, not doing anything else, not cleaning, not eating on time, going too late to bed.


Today is 29-11-2015

I feel good. I have no cravings at all. I meditated in the morning for almost 30 minutes. I started meditating 8 minutes and I felt I could do more, so I did. I did yoga. I could see some nice things but I didn?t looked at it. I just want to keep going in a positive direction.

I finally have a date I think. Actually she found my wallet (I lost my wallet) and I asked her to go out with me so I could thank her in person. I already met her on a speed date. A second opportunity I guess.


Another thing why I believe we shouldn?t binge

From a love expert:
?A group of four guys in my class (I'm a professor) asked me how to get girlfriends. They'd heard from another classmate that I was "a love expert". I told them to stop jacking off. Their mouths dropped open. I told them that all their drive to pursue girls was wadded up in their tissues, that all their life's ambitions were discarded in the waste bins next to their computers.?

Habits are the building blocks of our lives!


Panic Button!

If you got cravings, then you could watch this video. Believe in yourself! I put the video link on my screen so I can click on it whenever I feel cravings or feel down.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjZ0KbJcav0
 

sunborn

Active Member
Thanks for sharing man. You're taking inspiring steps! go out there in the world and show your truth :D enjoy
 
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