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mike510

Member
Hey to the reboot nation community... ever since I find out I had pied I quickly quit porn and I was determined to to get cured. I have gone without pmo for 137 days. At first it was a lot harder but now I feel I have became more disciplined. At times I won't lie I have an urge to masturbate but I quickly go to the gym and have an intense workout. It has helped me stay focused when I'm faced with temptation. As I feel I have got the no pornography and no masturbation down I now have to work on rewiring my brain to a real woman. I was real sexually active so I never had a problem with the ladies till this year. I began working 6 days a week 12 hour shifts so i lost a lot of relationships with beautiful woman. I had a girlfriend and due to my job it didnt last. I became depressed and that is when i heavily began masturbating to porn again. I didn't notice any problems until I failed to perform twice with this beautiful girl who I've been knowing since college. I started researching like crazy and that's when I knew I had pied. I feel like my job I currently have has just become to stressful and with its crazy hours has cut me off from the real world. I'm considering looking for another job so I can actually be able to mingle out there.maybe that is why I haven't been able to rewire my brain as fast as I would want to.thanks guys again and I hope everyone is doing their best to get cured
 
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Numez

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seems like you learned something from your relapse! thanks mike!
 
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