bbkenpo
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My life has been almost ruined by DE. I acquired it around 4 years ago. Never had it until I was 50 years old.
Keep in mind I was able to masturbate to Orgasm with porn or sometimes without porn, but always enjoyed watching porn. Of course the porn was getting more and more crazy and since I thought watching men cumming would help I tended to watch porn of cumming thinking it would re-train my mind. Now I know how dumb that concept was.
Have been doing tons of research on this and finally realized that my issue is related to porn and masturbation and now I have given it up, only 3 days ago.
I have a new girlfriend and we have been making passionate love but not once have I been able to cum. Not even close. But today I have this buildup that is driving me crazy and I want to release it by M so badly but I want to cure my DE even more so I am not going to M.
I will try and keep this updated but I am almost 100% positive stopping M is going to make my DE dissolve. I remember that with my last Girlfriend I had the same terrible issue and then we would masturbate me for such a long time so I could get off, or I would do it the next morning but that always gave me an out... so this time if I literally don't touch it, but only let her touch it and we make love, at some point I fully expect to cum.
Any thoughts are appreciated. Thank you so much!
Keep in mind I was able to masturbate to Orgasm with porn or sometimes without porn, but always enjoyed watching porn. Of course the porn was getting more and more crazy and since I thought watching men cumming would help I tended to watch porn of cumming thinking it would re-train my mind. Now I know how dumb that concept was.
Have been doing tons of research on this and finally realized that my issue is related to porn and masturbation and now I have given it up, only 3 days ago.
I have a new girlfriend and we have been making passionate love but not once have I been able to cum. Not even close. But today I have this buildup that is driving me crazy and I want to release it by M so badly but I want to cure my DE even more so I am not going to M.
I will try and keep this updated but I am almost 100% positive stopping M is going to make my DE dissolve. I remember that with my last Girlfriend I had the same terrible issue and then we would masturbate me for such a long time so I could get off, or I would do it the next morning but that always gave me an out... so this time if I literally don't touch it, but only let her touch it and we make love, at some point I fully expect to cum.
Any thoughts are appreciated. Thank you so much!