Hi everyone !
I am here to try and kick this terrible addiction and get back to my normal self with the help of Reboot Nation and every available resource I can utilize to be free of this addiction.
I have been trying to quit watching porn for a very long time but every time I found myself relapsed and deeper into it, I found myself watching the most hardcore porn I could find and the cycle went on. It got to a point where I preferred to be home PMOing rather than actually interacting with people even my family, it wasn't till late last year when I met my current girlfriend and things got serious that I realized how much damage I had done to myself over the years. I realized that I had ED and I tried everything but I wasn't turned on but when we put some porn on I got an erection almost instantly so I decided to look up what could have been the cause as I had never had that issue before, that is when I ran into this site and everything made sense. I tried the test to see if I had PEID and just like that I knew I was addicted to PMO.
I tried to quit since December last year but I have relapsed more times than I can count, ever since I decided to join Reboot Nation December 27 last year. My girlfriend has been very helpful and understanding but I am tired of having to use porn to satisfy her so two weeks ago I decide to ditch the porn and rid myself of this addiction and stop making excuses. I haven't PMO'ed for two weeks and counting, on reboot nation counter its 1day because I hadn't signed into reboot nation since I singed up.
One way or the other I am going to beat this, one day at a time until I'm cured and every other day after that. I am very determined and ready to be porn free, I know I am not alone and I would appreciate all the help and support from all of you rebooters out there.
I am here to try and kick this terrible addiction and get back to my normal self with the help of Reboot Nation and every available resource I can utilize to be free of this addiction.
I have been trying to quit watching porn for a very long time but every time I found myself relapsed and deeper into it, I found myself watching the most hardcore porn I could find and the cycle went on. It got to a point where I preferred to be home PMOing rather than actually interacting with people even my family, it wasn't till late last year when I met my current girlfriend and things got serious that I realized how much damage I had done to myself over the years. I realized that I had ED and I tried everything but I wasn't turned on but when we put some porn on I got an erection almost instantly so I decided to look up what could have been the cause as I had never had that issue before, that is when I ran into this site and everything made sense. I tried the test to see if I had PEID and just like that I knew I was addicted to PMO.
I tried to quit since December last year but I have relapsed more times than I can count, ever since I decided to join Reboot Nation December 27 last year. My girlfriend has been very helpful and understanding but I am tired of having to use porn to satisfy her so two weeks ago I decide to ditch the porn and rid myself of this addiction and stop making excuses. I haven't PMO'ed for two weeks and counting, on reboot nation counter its 1day because I hadn't signed into reboot nation since I singed up.
One way or the other I am going to beat this, one day at a time until I'm cured and every other day after that. I am very determined and ready to be porn free, I know I am not alone and I would appreciate all the help and support from all of you rebooters out there.