I've used porn and high speed Internet porn since I was 12 years old. I've masturbated every day since then something 4 to 5 times a day. I went to jail for 1 year and still masturbated in jail with porn related thoughts. Now I'm 33 with the love of my life and I'm ruining my life with her and our 2 children because of porn. She feels like I'm comparing her to the girls in the porn films and we can never just make slow passionate love because of my preconceived notions of sex, because of what I've grow used to watching porn. Now I'm in very real danger of closing the life I've always wanted. A wife kids to be called dad. To watch my kids grow up everyday and not just when it's my turn to have them for the week. Now I'm only day 2 into this rebooting thing, and I want very badly for this to work, but I don't know if that will be enough to same my life with the women I love and my 2 daughters who I want to continue having a future with