Hey Achilles! I know it?s been a million years since I replied to one of your posts, but I wanted to say that I?m with you there all the way man! Keep being strong

We?re all here rooting for you
I was just having tiny little urges to go and PMO pop into my head, but I decided to come onto RN and check in a bit with everyone, which is definitely helpful to dissipate urges at least a little bit - so you?ve actually helped me to stay clean, just by being able to comment on your story, so thank you!
I know what you?re talking about regarding ?early urges?. I find it?s the worst when that happens - for me it often happens where if I relapse, and PMO around 10-11 before bed, and then do manage to get some sleep, it?s very likely that I?ll have troubled sleep, and then wake up at like 3-4 with the urge to PMO. I have found over the last 4-5 years since joining this forum, that cultivating and maintaining my solid sleep routine is one of the hardest things to do, but also probably the most valuable when it comes to my recovery from porn, and also just maintaining general good health.
Anyway, I just wanted to throw my two cents in there, and hopefully lend some support! I?m still meaning to leave a longer post on my own story (which I will do), but I just wanted to comment and say ?hey? on yours for now.
PS - regarding the earlier comment about SAA, I wanted to say that I was part of an SAA group for about a year and a half. I had to stop because I moved, but I did find it EXTREMELY HELPFUL! I know what you?re saying about it being difficult to talk to people in real life about it, but man, is it ever nice to be in a room of guys who know EXACTLY the struggles you?re going through. Both online and offline are good resources. But yeah, joining that SAA group was really helpful for me! It?s probably not as easy to join now during the pandemic, but I wanted to comment on that and give it my two thumbs up


All the best man! And best of luck staying clean in these next few days! The first several days are the most difficult, but then once you get through them and start to build up your self discipline more it should get a little bit easier.
All the best!!
