zaraki888
Active Member
Hello dudes!
After my last post 120 days ago, unfortunate I wasn't able to control myself. The porn filter works but I lack motivation and will power and felt in depression. When I try to search a hot picture or find a bypass just to test myself out, I already lost the battle. This post is to reset myself again and start over.
I will do what I did before. Block everything with porn filters. Then first reach seven days PMO free. Then 12 days. When I reach that, I will go for two weeks. After two weeks, my will power will be stronger to reach 21 days. And when I finally reach 21 days, I feel it will be much easier to hit 30 days. When I hit 30 days, I feel I can do 2 months like I did before. It is important at that time to completely forget about PMO or rebootnation.org. Or I might lose myself again when reaching 90 days, as this is just an illusion in my mind. According to research, if you can hold yourself 30 days from an addicion, you will be able to control yourself for 6 month. So believe you can, and you are half way!
In about a week it will be my birthday. I want to get this shit done once and for all because guys, you have to understand that you can only choose one or the other as an addict I believe.
And you can achieve anything if you really got motivation like pursuing your dreams and succes in life. A real women who loves you too, hold her, kiss her and you have your way with her, or you choose just a freaken screen which hold you back in life. Forget about bulshitting yourself that you will never be able to get a women who she is a 10 to you. You will get one if you just focus on getting better. I have done it before, meeting one, which I did not expected at all, so can you! I just wasn't ready yet and still had an addiction so I messed it up.
The decision is yours!
Have a nice day!
After my last post 120 days ago, unfortunate I wasn't able to control myself. The porn filter works but I lack motivation and will power and felt in depression. When I try to search a hot picture or find a bypass just to test myself out, I already lost the battle. This post is to reset myself again and start over.
I will do what I did before. Block everything with porn filters. Then first reach seven days PMO free. Then 12 days. When I reach that, I will go for two weeks. After two weeks, my will power will be stronger to reach 21 days. And when I finally reach 21 days, I feel it will be much easier to hit 30 days. When I hit 30 days, I feel I can do 2 months like I did before. It is important at that time to completely forget about PMO or rebootnation.org. Or I might lose myself again when reaching 90 days, as this is just an illusion in my mind. According to research, if you can hold yourself 30 days from an addicion, you will be able to control yourself for 6 month. So believe you can, and you are half way!
In about a week it will be my birthday. I want to get this shit done once and for all because guys, you have to understand that you can only choose one or the other as an addict I believe.
And you can achieve anything if you really got motivation like pursuing your dreams and succes in life. A real women who loves you too, hold her, kiss her and you have your way with her, or you choose just a freaken screen which hold you back in life. Forget about bulshitting yourself that you will never be able to get a women who she is a 10 to you. You will get one if you just focus on getting better. I have done it before, meeting one, which I did not expected at all, so can you! I just wasn't ready yet and still had an addiction so I messed it up.
The decision is yours!
Have a nice day!