Hi all,
This is my first time posting on a site like this so excuse me if I do anything stupid
So here's my story:
At 12 years old I began masturbating very frequently and more often than not using a "death grip". Despite this, I had no real erection problems until around 1.5 years ago when I was around 15. I have always been athletic and pretty successful with ladies, and around 15 I got my first blowjob. She blew me for literally 45 minutes and I just couldn't cum. I was extremely underwhelmed and felt something was wrong but I ignored it. Well flash forward a bit and I began dating my current girlfriend of almost 2 years. Me and her have been sexually active for the majority of our relationship. We have great sex, but it always resulted in her climaxing multiple/many times and I usually couldn't finish. It would also take me FOREVER to get up sometimes and required extreme concentration to keep an erection. A lot of times I am semi hard, not even fully erect during sex despite being very arouse mentally. However in the past 3 months things have gone from bad to worse. Now I struggle to get hard around her at all. My erections are very weak, my penis always seems to have a cold feeling to it, and it also seems to have decreased in overall size and thickness which is extremely depressing. I also NEVER achieve morning wood and haven't in over 1.5 years. I also haven't got spontaneous erections in forever. I'm not sure where to go from here but that is my story in a nutshell. I apologize for the longevity of this post and I appreciate all of you who made it this far in my short novel
Below I am going to list a few questions that I have as well
1. From around 14-17 my penis grew maybe .5 inches. At 14 o was sitting at around 6.4-6.5, and now at peak erection I'm about 6.9-7.0. My first question is could his pro longed PIED coupled with dry death grip masturbation throughout adolescence and puberty have hindered penile growth or was I just an early bloomer?(to be fair I was very tall in middle school. Now I am just a bit above average height)
2. Why has my penis noticeabley decreased in size over the last 6 months that my PIED has gotten worse? Is it just decreased erection quality or something more severe?
3. Since my PIED has gotten worse, my penis often feels almost lifeless and cold to the touch. It's extremely depressing, is that any answer as to why this happens?
And finally(if you made it this far you're my hero )- What are the best steps I can take from here?
Thank you all and much love.
This is my first time posting on a site like this so excuse me if I do anything stupid
So here's my story:
At 12 years old I began masturbating very frequently and more often than not using a "death grip". Despite this, I had no real erection problems until around 1.5 years ago when I was around 15. I have always been athletic and pretty successful with ladies, and around 15 I got my first blowjob. She blew me for literally 45 minutes and I just couldn't cum. I was extremely underwhelmed and felt something was wrong but I ignored it. Well flash forward a bit and I began dating my current girlfriend of almost 2 years. Me and her have been sexually active for the majority of our relationship. We have great sex, but it always resulted in her climaxing multiple/many times and I usually couldn't finish. It would also take me FOREVER to get up sometimes and required extreme concentration to keep an erection. A lot of times I am semi hard, not even fully erect during sex despite being very arouse mentally. However in the past 3 months things have gone from bad to worse. Now I struggle to get hard around her at all. My erections are very weak, my penis always seems to have a cold feeling to it, and it also seems to have decreased in overall size and thickness which is extremely depressing. I also NEVER achieve morning wood and haven't in over 1.5 years. I also haven't got spontaneous erections in forever. I'm not sure where to go from here but that is my story in a nutshell. I apologize for the longevity of this post and I appreciate all of you who made it this far in my short novel
Below I am going to list a few questions that I have as well
1. From around 14-17 my penis grew maybe .5 inches. At 14 o was sitting at around 6.4-6.5, and now at peak erection I'm about 6.9-7.0. My first question is could his pro longed PIED coupled with dry death grip masturbation throughout adolescence and puberty have hindered penile growth or was I just an early bloomer?(to be fair I was very tall in middle school. Now I am just a bit above average height)
2. Why has my penis noticeabley decreased in size over the last 6 months that my PIED has gotten worse? Is it just decreased erection quality or something more severe?
3. Since my PIED has gotten worse, my penis often feels almost lifeless and cold to the touch. It's extremely depressing, is that any answer as to why this happens?
And finally(if you made it this far you're my hero
)- What are the best steps I can take from here?Thank you all and much love.
