Newrebooter83
New Member
So I just had another stint with porn. It was short lived, and I had two orgasms. So far, I?ve enjoyed so much more freedom from this beast than before I ran into yourbrainonporn.com. Still, I want complete freedom.
Here are some factors that lead into my latest trip up:
Extremely tired.
Alcohol.
Planning to fail.
- When I say planning to fail, I mean that I knew that I was going to booze it up a little. I was so tired when I woke up this morning that I pretty much planned on the day being a loss. I think planning-to-fail is a huge factor. It doesn?t necessarily have to involve alcohol. It almost always happens when I?m running on four hours of sleep and I justify not expecting anything out of myself.
An example is where I wake up spent and think that I?m not going to the gym because I?m too tired. I?m also going to eat whatever I want, cause I?m tired. When I finally get home, I?ve already messed up my diet and I?m tired, of course, so why not drink. Once I drink, I?m a prime target for PMO.
So, all this said, I think I PMO?d today because I planned to fail. To bring it down to the initial thought process, I planned to drink.
I guess the obvious answer is to not drink, but I wouldn't mind hearing from people who've actually kicked this habit and gone 90+ days. What was it that made all of this finally click?
Here are some factors that lead into my latest trip up:
Extremely tired.
Alcohol.
Planning to fail.
- When I say planning to fail, I mean that I knew that I was going to booze it up a little. I was so tired when I woke up this morning that I pretty much planned on the day being a loss. I think planning-to-fail is a huge factor. It doesn?t necessarily have to involve alcohol. It almost always happens when I?m running on four hours of sleep and I justify not expecting anything out of myself.
An example is where I wake up spent and think that I?m not going to the gym because I?m too tired. I?m also going to eat whatever I want, cause I?m tired. When I finally get home, I?ve already messed up my diet and I?m tired, of course, so why not drink. Once I drink, I?m a prime target for PMO.
So, all this said, I think I PMO?d today because I planned to fail. To bring it down to the initial thought process, I planned to drink.
I guess the obvious answer is to not drink, but I wouldn't mind hearing from people who've actually kicked this habit and gone 90+ days. What was it that made all of this finally click?
