That is a disturbing report. I think you should consider going back to your therapist until you’re feeling better.Lately I'm feeling miserable...even though my exams went well...nothing changed even though I thought it would change something.
I'm not fine. I'm skipping classes. I dont talk to anyone for the entire day sometimes. I refuse to come out of my room where I live on my own. I havent met my therapist for 2 weeks. I thought that now that Im an adult I should be able to talk to my mom about what Im feeling and should start opening up more. I tried and instead she judged me and made me feel bad about myself. Now whenever she calls I dont talk to her and promised that I would never open up to her about anything.
Its so easy to dwell into your sufferings, emotions, pain and loneliness. I am putting my efforts but sometimes I feel bad about lacking atleast 1 meaningful and deep connection with someone.
Im afraid I might fall back in my porn traps.
Congratulations on your exam results. Don’t throw your career away. I am sure you have important contributions to make.