anonymous_another
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I am a porn addict since 13 years. I am 25 years old now. I have even developed premature ejaculation because of this. I can just ejaculate within 5 to 10 secs without even watching porn if I want to. Such a serious health condition. But I did start my reboot journey long ago. Every time I fail. I try to avoid almost every distraction as much as possible and even did have some replacement activities (Gabe's video tips were really helpful - that 5 step process). So I quit this thing and then after a month or 2 all of a sudden, I get strong cravings, uncontrollable desire and I go back to this thing again. Can somebody teach me what to do and how to achieve a successful reboot. I am even delaying my marriage for the fear of disappointment with my wife out of this PE I have developed. Basically I am a good person. I never hurt anyone, but people do hurt me sometimes.. All I wanted to achieve is to live a sin-free life. This filthy thing was actually taught to me in my childhood by a close person. And since then I am suffering.
I am ready to sacrifice anything to recover from this addiction. I am even thinking of supporting you guys through patreon. Pls for Gods sake, show me a way to transform myself, some tips, warnings, life advice. Also kindly tell me if my PE is curable and is there any hope for it.
NOTE: I was again watching this thing recently some minutes ago. But while watching I was edging and then suddenly I started asking questions to myself. Why am I doing this. Why I am a chasing for things which are not real and destroying myself with temporary pleasures? I know that this P**n is not real and it is edited and photoshopped and enhanced for viewers. People suffering behind the scenes living in guilt and shame for money and some people for lusts and desires and more shameless people like me are watching this.
Thanks in advance and my prayers to you for all good..
I am ready to sacrifice anything to recover from this addiction. I am even thinking of supporting you guys through patreon. Pls for Gods sake, show me a way to transform myself, some tips, warnings, life advice. Also kindly tell me if my PE is curable and is there any hope for it.
NOTE: I was again watching this thing recently some minutes ago. But while watching I was edging and then suddenly I started asking questions to myself. Why am I doing this. Why I am a chasing for things which are not real and destroying myself with temporary pleasures? I know that this P**n is not real and it is edited and photoshopped and enhanced for viewers. People suffering behind the scenes living in guilt and shame for money and some people for lusts and desires and more shameless people like me are watching this.
Thanks in advance and my prayers to you for all good..