Super tired and unmotivated at work today. I went for a hike this afternoon and kinda felt like I was perving out when I saw pretty ladies walking or riding bikes. Like…appreciating their physique in a way that was only creepy in my mind. Got home and had some urges for porn as well. Funny how this can feel so easy for an entire week, and then it hits hard out of nowhere. C’mon brain - work with me here! Oh yeah, and fuck the YouTube algorithm. Last time when I was here, I would kinda cheat by watching track and field or diving videos. Seriously haven’t watched either of those in months, and now that I’m quitting again, they start showing up in my suggested feed. Maybe they’ve always been there, but it just wasn’t on my radar. I may have to sign in with a new account and watch a bunch of nature documentaries or something.