Recent content by marco_60

Many of us have been in similar critical situations, me at least. You have all my sympathy, Freerider, and think!, we all have come out of these crises. I agree with you: PMO is not part of the solution. Maybe you do not see this now, but once you will be on the right path on your professional...

The past week I had a couple of temptations to relapse, but it was not difficult to resist. At my age (64) I do not need sex every day, but the incoming Spring raises some more frequent desires in me. I have too much work and bureaucratic annoyances to think all the time about having sex, this...

Yesterday I had one of the best sexual intercourses since many years. Now I do not have any more PIED, I keep away from MO and when by accident I see some pornographic images I turn away without any regrets. As a result, real women and real sex give me again the excitation necessary to have a...

Yesterday I had a boring work day and I was feeling a strong push towards having sex or seeing P. During the night sleep I had again an erotic dream and E, but it was less abundant than few days before. I continue not feeling attracted by PMO, but the push towards sex is high. Probably is the...

I felt no push towards PMO since I came back to this journal three weeks ago. But what is more amazing is that this time I do not feel any low interest for sex and women. Quite the opposite, as seen from the recent episodes I have written above. I think this is related to the fact that, after a...

Last night I had a very active dream :). I am really amazed because maybe last time was twenty years ago o_O. I woke up and I realized I had had a copious E. The dream was very realistic, I remember I was very excited and I must have also said something during my sleep. Luckily my partner did...

One week ago I had a very nice surprise: for the first time in many years I had a real O during an ejaculation. It was a normal sex intercourse, I am now used to the fact that I do not E, but this time to my great surprise I reached a complete climax, and while I was still hard, i.e. not a...

Weekly update. Third week without PMO. I realize that this time I do not have a long flat period: instead I experienced an increase of sexual desire and a steady improvement of my performances. Last weekend I had two very nice morning session with my girlfriend (already more than four years...

I notice that some people here seem to be moved by a sense of culprit, as if practicing PMO is a sin and their sexual problems are a divine punishment for this sin. As of me, I do not share these motivations, but I know that for deep believers it is a matter of faith.

As promised, I update this Journal, with the intention of producing an update more or less weekly from now on. During the two and half years after the last update I have moved to another town, started another job and found a stable, satisfying relationship. This new start has kept me very busy...

A lot of events have happened during this long (two years, nine months and one day) intermission. I have no time right now to describe everything, it is Monday after Easter and I have to go out....but I felt it was important to write again this journal.

(y) Go ahead! Results are what really matters...

Recovery is now consolidating :). I had sex without problems with my GF basically every day without any difficulties (certainly summer heat helps, particularly at our age). I do not feel any urge to PMO, and I do not feel any attraction towards pornography. Basically, my two sources of...

Long time since my last report. I feel a little embarrassed to admit, but the chain of good results continues. I rigorously do not make any M, but I am highly reactive to P, and sexually very active with my gf. She is working hard thses days and we have very little time to lay together, but that...

Hi! I am 61 myself and I can confirm that we all are far from "retirement" age...I totally agree with Jjacks and Joel, in particular I also sometimes in the past practiced with success. Now I am convinced that what really helps me is to have some clear targets/motivations to undertake a reboot...