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    What I learned about addiction and my personal addiction to porn

    The word addiction comes from the myth of Addictus which was a slave that was eventually freed but was so use to being a slave he still lived his life as such.  With that being said I watched my first porn at the age of 11. I am now 38.  My cousins and I were at one there houses one rainy...
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    Sexual energy building up

    I'm almost 30 days porn free and I'm starting to feel those butterflies in my stomach.  You know the ones that use to come around in your teens.  They came out of nowhere today without any sexual thoughts.  I feel like the volcano like eruption of libido is coming little by little.  I actually...
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    Resensitization initiating

    I posted a few times on here but this is my first journal entry I will do my best to post weekly not to flood the forum with info that may not be helpful to myself or anyone else looking to reboot I am 38 and watched porn since the age of 11.  I've lived the the advancements in technology that...
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    2 weeks Porn Free I'm experiencing bouts of Brain Fog

    I am about 2 weeks Porn Free. Last nite I MOed but was assisted by my GF. Today and even last week I had bouts of not seeing things right in front of me and left the oven on after I left the house.  I read a few posts and brain fog seems common.  I guess I have to recognize it and stay the...
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    Generations of Porn repost

    I am on a journey to find actually end my relationship with porn. It has been in my life since the age of 11.I watched my first porn movie at that very age.  Of course it was by accident.  My friends and I thought it was a regular movie in the VCR.  Since then I would look for ways to look at...
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    38 Delayed Ejaculation

    For years I had PIDE just about 3 years ago I am able to orgasm from vaginal sex.  Its because cut down on the PMO but until 10 days ago I would still dabble in P without MO.  Right now I dont have any urge to watch porn or masturbate. I'm in the process of identifying the triggers so that I can...
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    Generations of Porn

    I am on a journey to find actually end my relationship with porn. It has been in my life since the age of 11.I watched my first porn movie at that very age.  Of course it was by accident.  My friends and I thought it was a regular movie in the VCR.  Since then I would look for ways to look at...
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