Recent content by Sinclaire

Day 33 of nofap, Day 24 of my formal vow of celibacy. The latter being a substantial change of mental strategy.

Day 39. I have the internet. I resist. I am drawing close to... I can't think of the word. Uncharted territory?

Day 0. And just like that I've proven I cannot live with the internet. Over the next four days, as the data plan expires, I'll make preparations to live without it for the foreseeable future.

Day 21. It's starting to creep in again. The lockdown in this city limits my productivity. Over the last few day, I have found myself looking at porn, then closing it. I hope to take measures against this soon.

I sent you a reply last week, but for some reason it was deleted, or I didn't click "post" properly. That particular streak was problematic because at the time I wasn't certain if merely looking at porn but not consuming porn would result in relapse. I have since learned that it does. Before...

Day 9 of my latest attempt. Also day 9 of living in my new apartment. The buck stop here. If I can’t do it here, the next stop will unfortunately have to be residential rehab, and all the forfeiture of individuality that entails.

32 year old male. Discovered online porn at around the age of 14. Thought it was incredible and have been locked into it ever since. Trying to stop began as a kind of joke between a few other recruits when I joined the military. We decided to put $20 each in a pot; the person who could go the...