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    new me.

    Day 36 Yesterday was fine, Never had any urge to watch porn or mo. I spend the whole day in my room because of the lockdown and porn rarely crosses my mind. And am not attempted easily anymore.
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    new me.

    Day 35 Nothing has changed from the last 2 days. Am getting morning wood which is great.
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    new me.

    Day 34 Situation is still the same as yesterday. People this deboot works... Social enxiety is close to none. Am so comfortable around people and I can flirt. And I detach quite easily. Before this I was getting emotional for no reason, now I can get a boner for no reason, I wonder what's...
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    new me.

    Day 33 Yesterday was quite uncomfortable. The only thing I can think of is having sex with someone. It's annoying. I try to distruct myself... I have also seen that even a hug is now enough to give me a boner or even thinking about kissing someone. It is soo annoying. But, porn is the last...
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    new me.

    Day 32 I feel there is a lot of semen in my testicles it's uncomfortable. Am less longer triggered by sexualized adverts or tiktok vids. If I can see and ignore, I will be fine.
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    new me.

    Day 31 Am in my second month now. Am having trouble with fantasies. I had a girl come over yesterday. We were just playing around but we didn't make out. Am fantasizing making out with her so am trying to control myself. I read an article where they said craving reduce significantly on day...
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    new me.

    Day 30 That's a milestone for me. One part that really changed is my love life. Am not in any relationship. Previously I was this needy guy who would date any girl. But now am really selective. Am not needy anymore and I feel like a girl should deserve my time and attention. I shouldn't just...
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    new me.

    Day 29 One more day till 30 days. Enxiety is close to non. Am currently building healthy habits. It's not easy but am going there. I don't think am going back to PMO. Why should I?
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    new me.

    Day 28 Going into week 5. Boy am I proud of myself. Am currently struggling with handling emotions. It's overwhelming. It's too much and I need to find a way to cope. So yeah, I don't think am in a flat line yet. Let's wait and see.
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    new me.

    Day 27 I think I have hit flatline. So no cravings today. Tomorrow i will be traveling so I will be busy the whole day. So there wont be any chance to pmo
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    new me.

    Day 26 Exactly the same vibes as day 25. Am getting fantasies and am trying to avoid them as much as I can.
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    new me.

    Day 25 Am now getting urges. I only get them when I get triggered. Besides that am fine.
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    new me.

    Day 24 Few urges to MO, no urge to P. No fantasies and no FLATLINE. What is going on?? Going are going through the most with cravings but am not feeling them. Maybe they will come soon.
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    new me.

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    new me.

    Day 23 Confidence is sky high. Focus is sharp and the way I see women is changing
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