Recent content by Rival 2015

Hello Gentleman, As my screen name suggests, this is my final chance to win my 11 year battle with pornography. This is such a dire issue for me now because my girlfriend and I have been dating for a little over a year now and I plan on asking her to marry me at the end of this year. Since we...

Nothing is scarier than looking down at your dick and seeing that size-wise, it has "returned" back to the way it looked when you were 9 years old!  :-[  I am on day 23 and I am in the deepest flatline of my life! I say the deepest flatline because I have tried to reboot dozens maybe even...

Within the past few years I can probably count on both hands the amount of times that I actually had sex with a real person. Each time, I had somewhat successful sex,the girls (including my ex-girlfriend) never knew I had PIED and that I was secretly using a male enhancement drug to get hard...

I've been flatlining for the past 3 days and for the first time, I actually didn't mind it!  ::) Whenever I am not flatlining, I am extremely horny and the cravings for porn are constant. It's almost miserable. The best way I can describe the feeling is it's like being a female dog in heat.  ;D...

Since starting my reboot, I have seen countless videos on the benefits of taking cold showers (I've posted a few below.) I have also read dozens of blogs from people doing nofap who are experimenting with cold showers to strengthen their mental and physical endurance. So basically the cold...

In the wild, the female lioness' will always seek and choose the strongest most fertile male lion to lead the pride. The stronger lions will mate with the females and lead the pride while the weaker and less fertile males will be out-casted, will not be able to pass on their genes, and will...

I'm 24 years old and have been PMO'ing since I was 19. A little over a year ago, I discovered YBOP and realized that my ED was caused by excessive PMO. At that very moment, I stopped porn cold turkey during the summer of 2014. I made it to 85 days before I succumbed to my addiction. Since then...

Hey guys, about an hour ago, I did something really stupid! I smoked a bit of weed and under my rather mellow state, started going through my fb newsfeed and I saw a still-shot video that someone had uploaded of a girl twerking (dancing) in really revealing clothes. I new I shouldn't have...

After 13 days porn free, I have been limp down there with absolutely no activity whatsoever. No morning woods, no spontaneous erections at all. This is my second (and hopefully last) major[more than 7 days] reboot attempt. I'm thinking all those years of PMO has made me dependent on my computer...

There comes a time when you have to take a look at your own life and the problems surrounding it. You must then decide whether to quit tonight or live and die this way. A week ago, I made a decision to rid my life of pornography. It has caused me unspeakable pain and hardship over the course of...