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Today is Day 300! Will try to write an update soon.

Day 252 small Update. I MO some days ago and afterwards I felt the urge to watch porn. But no problem, it was easy to cope with it. I havent had any lower back pain (PAWS?!) for a long time, that´s very positive. Yesterday I even woke up with some light libido. Mood is stable and positive.

Take your time. You will feel it when you should start your next attempt. Keep us updated!

Day 232 First sexual dream this night

Day 229...As I wrote, it felt a bit stagnant, but since day 227 the "super powers" are back! I can't believe it. Almost every lady that walks by, greets, or look at me like... Wow it feels great! It's like during my first attempt in 2015. And it hasn't faded for 3 days...

Day 224...it feels a bit stagnant the last 2 weeks... Maybe I should try monk mode for a while? Will keep you updated

Day 215. no news 😄

Thanks for your kind words. I wish you all the best!

Day 208. Mood is very good again, the joy from small things is back. MW is :giggle: No libido no urges.

Day 204. very good sleep, lucid dream. (really enjoy these). Solid MW, Good Mood, No libido, no urges.

Look into paws

Day 203. weak MW on 202, strong and lasting MW this night. Mood is very good. No Libido, no urges, but very cuddly.

having read your thread (around 16 years of porn if i'm right), there are profound changes to your brain that won't heal/change without pain or within 90 days. (I wish it for you, but from my experience it's not possible). I don't know if i could have made it on my first attempt with the...

just a small note, the relapses from urges these last years all started with "ah these are just youtube videos", then "ah this is just vimeo", then "ah this is just instagram" and then it becomes absolutely ok "ah it's just some p*** site". It is NOT ok and it is NOT normal! It creeps back into...

I wrote down a bit from all attempts, not day by day but "significant" events, extreme ups and downs and so on. First attempt was 2015 (33 y.o.) experienced those super-powers after around 3 weeks (women were extremely attracted 🥴, i especially remember one occasion, I walked in a bar/club and...