Recent content by ALM

Day 0, difficulty: 4/10 So, I MO tonight. I met a friend in the evening and we had sex, it was good, a bit quickie as I had no O since 6 days ago. Then I went to a party and met a girl, we kissed, she offered me to go to her place at the end of the night but I was quite tired to stay on the...

Day 26, difficulty: 3/10 Same as the last days, I need to stop ocasional edging during the day. Don't know why I'm doing it as I don't have cravings for M or P.

Day 25, difficulty: 3/10 Again, same error as yesterday. Besides that, no cravings of P or M the rest of the day.

Day 24, difficulty: 3/10 Couple of minutes of M without O with MW before getting out of bed. Some cravings during day to extremely boring day at work.

Day 23, difficulty: 1/10 Same as yesterday, no much to say. Busy day at work and at home, and zero cravings for sex (and of course for P or MO).

Hi, different opinions on that, it is not a clear science. Some people consider it is good to have some natural sex experiences and that it can help to rewire your brain to what's an actual stimulus. Others are of the opinion that it is better to remove as much as possible every sexual...

Day 22, difficulty: 1/10 Surprisingly easy day. Easiest day until now, zero cravings for P, M and even sex during the entire day. Maybe because I was completely fulfilled of yesterday experience, although I was expecting huge cravings because of it, and not the complete opposite. Anyway, it...

Day 21, difficulty: 2/10 Due to yesterday, woke up with some cravings and I M without O before getting out of bed. Today I met girl of day 15 again, we went to special place and things ended up with an orgy with a few other couples. Nervous betrayed me a bit due to the situation but things were...

Day 20, difficulty: 2/10 No thoughts about sex today as I had some party plans with very low expectation of turning into sex. It feels good to take a mental rest. At night I had very good sex with my GF. BTW I just realized that it's been 35 days without visiting any porn website. I think those...

Day 18, difficulty: 2/10 Had sex with a friend. It was good, although felt more or less same problems than before (no erection from kisses, petting, and difficult to maintain it on oral), maybe because I already had sex yesterday or maybe because is too soon, or maybe because this is doing...

Day 17, difficulty: 2/10 Very busy day at work, and then I had sex during the evening with a new girl I have been talking with for last days. It was ok, erection from just soft petting and then O from oral sex. Again I finished quickly, I think for the nerves of being a new girl and being a few...

Day 16, difficulty: 9/10 Intense cravings after waking up due to yesterday, and due to being alone today. I was able to prevent relapse to MO, but I have spent the full day thinking about sex, watching porn substitutes, almost meeting with people I don't know at all, M-ing without O from time...

Day 15, difficulty: 6/10 I Met a new girl today. First date I have in almost two years. It was fun, she did not want to have sex once I told her I was on an open relationship, but I was happy to see that I still can have dates and to like people. Bad news is that we kissed and I only had a small...

Day 14 :), difficulty: 5/10 I had sex with my GF this morning, everything was great: 100% erection, didn't lose it during sex, even during some situations that is usually difficult for me. Of course I ended quite fast after 14 days of retention, but don't think it will be something to worry...

Day 13, difficulty: 7/10 After one week since the last one, again a difficult day. And again, same reasons. My difficulty is not about controlling PMO, not even MO, but sex... Don't worth it to get into details, but again very close to make very stupid things. Somehow I controlled it at the end...