Recent content by leram

Hello guys, I've been a heavy porn user since my puberty. I lost my virginity only few months ago at 25. I had the most extreme case of impotence due to porn. I used porn heavily, and used traumatic masturbation grip. I even scarred my penis with extreme friction. I abused porn to the point I...

Hello guys I've been trying to reboot since 2015. I was 23 and still a wizard... I had ED since my teenage, and I didn't not know why. I had one of the most severe ED you can imagine. For years, I didn't feel my penis, for real. I thought I damaged the nerves through rough rubbing. I even once...

Hello people I've been rebooting for more than two years, and relapsed maybe hundreds of times. Even if I relapsed, things were going better. PMOing once a month is better than 2 times a day. To make my story short, abstinence from porn and masturbation is not enough. You need to get out and...

I started my reboot efforts almost three years ago. I relapsed many times since then, but it's better to PMO once a month than almost daily. After taking control of my life, I became more serious about resolving this issue. I abstained from porn and masturbation for long  periods, and the...

Hello people; I've been trying to reboot for so long. Even if I watched PMO'd after long streaks, I didn't get discouraged and kept going. I've met a girl, and we started meeting. She wanted to come to my home today. I was very stressed. I'm a very masculine guy, and I din't want to...

Hello people, I didn't post in the forum for a while. I lost my self control for a while. I relapsed and PMOed many times, I had a small smoking relapse, I gained some weight etc. Even though things weren't going as I wanted, I did some outstanding things. I just graduated with a Master...

Hey guys, I found in a russian website a software that blocks ads and adult websites. You can donwload it from here: http://www.comss.ru/download/Adguard.html The website is in russian, but you just have to click on the green button. You will get Adguard with 6 months legal licence. I tried...

Hey Guys, I didn't post for a while. Things are getting better with time. I'm suffering from a severe premature ejaculation besides of my porn induced ED. I got my erection and libido back. Things are getting better. I'm writing this thread to share an information that helped me a lot with my...

I found out this short video that exposes a good point of view about addictions. It explains why I relapsed (several times) even if I did my best. Enjoy ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao8L-0nSYzg

Hey guys, I've been inactive for a while. I come back to share some thoughts and ideas. My recovery is still going on, but my life improved drastically. I relapsed few times, but it didn't hinder my recovery that much. On the other hand, I knew why I relapsed. 1- Unclear life perspective: If...

Hello people, I was one of the worst cases. I'd class myself in the top 0.5-0.1% of the worst ED cases. Why? Because my porn use escalated to the most  deviant and repulsive genres. Because at some point of my life, I became technically numbed to any sexual stimuli. I reached a point where I...

Hey guys, I've been absent for a while. I relapsed 12 days ago. But it didn't last too much, and, I don't regret it at all. In fact, It gave more understanding on my issue. Well, before, I was fat, socially handicapped, unsuccessful and the stereotypical chronic masturbator. Now I ended my last...

Hey folks, I was in a severe flatline episode. Symptoms got alleviated, and I felt better. I felt that my libido started to give me signs. I have the compulsion top peek on some vids and pics. I have more willpower now , and I stopped the binge in it's early stages(are you familiar with the...

Hey folks, as many of you know, I'm one of those who have severe ED because of years of abuse of self-stimulation, irresponsibility and childishness. Anyway. I was listening to a podcast about addiction and desensitisation. One definition of addiction struck me: "Addiction is a behaviour or...

Hey folks, It's been now 67 days that I didn't PMO. I had a setback few weeks ago. I watched some porn, and, I edged a little bit. But, It's a huge progress for me. I live under some special circumstances. And, I was used to relapse totally in specific periods. Even though I edged, I...