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    My reboot journey (first week)

    On the 8th day now and resisting gotten a lot harder for me. Feels as if my brain is trying to take over, never felt something like that before. It's such a hard fight to get through sometimes I'm thinking if I'm even going to get through it. But I find that noting everything down and...
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    My reboot journey (first week)

    Day 5 still going strong, but every time I try to think of anything sexual in my mind, this explosive feeling of wanting to jack off from it came fast. I don't know how to describe it but it felt like my heart was racing and my breathing was heavier. While I was at the state of watching porn on...
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    My reboot journey (first week)

    Day 4 going strong. Didn't get any porn dreams, but I did wake up with a question. I'm a little confused because I have the urge of having sex with a real partner, but at the same time that urge is countered from porn induced erectile dysfunction. It's not the porn I'm craving but an actual...
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    My reboot journey (first week)

    Just reporting on my 3rd night, when I was asleep, I was lightly dreaming or thinking about porn and kept me a little erect during the midnight. I'm not sure if I should restart the reboot count after that but it was uncontrollable. Oh and the porn craving started kicking in during the morning...
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    My reboot journey (first week)

    Hey, so I've pretty much used porn to get aroused since I was very young at about 13, and it's gotten to the point where I'm 22 and when it came to real sex, I could only get erect for 2-3 minutes and I just lose it and can't get erect again after. That situation is what made me realize how...
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