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    Bit of an opposite post. Feeling sympathy for the devil.... bc of my bf

    I just wanted to say, i wish all the rebooters on here the absolute best of luck. Your journey into the final rewiring is probably the hardest you'll ever do. My posts on here are usually very aggressive. Very much me being so sick to death of what porn has done to my boyfriend, and...
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    just installed monitoring app...without his knowledge

    Yep. I did it. And let me tell you i feel so much relief not being so paranoid. BUT He doesnt know i did it, and a part, a huge part of me feels guilty Should i? Bkgrnd: bf is about 3 months in reboot. He doesnt get on the PC as much as he used to. He also uses my phone instead. Knowing i feel...
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    Sometimes i just want to throw in the towel.

    I feel so guilty because sometimes i just want to give up. Its so much of an up and down roller coaster, im not sure how long i can do this for. Guilty because hes been giving 110% to fixing his PIED. He doesnt go on his computer at all anymore. If he does he pulls me beside him, does what he...
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    Stop doing the things that he likes...?

    This is going to probably sound like the silliest question and issue ever, but its really bothering me and ive had no luck finding the answer. During the reboot the guys are supposed to avoid triggers. Makes sense. What about triggers during sexy time. Theres a couple very specific things my bf...
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    how do you stop feeling.... inadequate?

    Like the title says. How? How do you stop feeling like you need to measure up to the girls in porn, just to turn him on? Gotta be honest. Sometimes i feel like throwing in the towel. Im trying so hard to help with my bf's PIED and so is he. But honestly, sometimes it really makes me feel very...
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