Recent content by Reillysgirl

After 2 years of trying to fix my PA fianc?, I've given up and ended it.  I feel horrible guilt some days, even though he had a new girlfriend within a week.  How much could he have loved me if I was so easily replaced?  Good luck to her...he relapsed within two days of our break up (my guess is...

I looked. And now the pain. I'm so sick of being in pain.  13 months now of constant, unending pain. Not ONCE have I checked his phone and found nothing.  It's impossible. He's never going to change. I'm doomed and I've resolved myself to a lifetime of pain with him. I've tried to break up but...

Does anyone know of a support forum like this one for SA partners?  My SO is a PA but moreso he's a SA.  PORN has been a HUGE problem but not the only one.  Personally my biggest struggle stems from his porn sub use. Trolling Facebook, lusting after my female friends (when I still had any)...

Our D-day was 2/15/16.  He's had ups and downs. Lowest down was me throwing him out after I found pics in his phone this past weekend.  They were nude model shots and Facebook pics he's collected of trashy women. The ones that hurt the most were the ones he took of another woman's butt while we...

My boyfriend suffers from PIED and is a sex/relationship addict. I try not to look at his phone because I get hurt EVERY TIME. I was weak and looked this morning and as usual he had been to a dozen porn sites. He claimed he didn't watch the videos. He was testing himself to see if he could...

How do you look past it all to do that when some of the things hes been doing are so disturbing?  How do I continue to help him and have him in the home with the family when last month he jerked off to a video called "Mother fucks her son"?  His excuse it that they were all adults in the video...

My boyfriend is three weeks into his abstaining from PMO after his revolation that he was a porn addict and had PIED. This came as a consequence of an Earth shattering discover by me of the contents of his phone.  He was on dating sites, talking to several women via text (strangers and friends)...