Recent content by middleagedos

Back again. Day 3. Have absolutely no hope this is going to work, or that I really want to stop. I just know using porn is unsustainable. I reckon I've lost 5-6 years this time. Not great when you're this old. Not sure why I'm posting, but went with my intuition and posted. Hope my negativity...

I want to stop fapping to porn. But obviously I don't. Or I wouldn't be here. If I really wanted to stop then I'd stop, right? So since I don't stop, I don't want to stop. But if I don't want to stop, why the heck am I becoming active on these forums? The action says more than the confused ideas...