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    Back Again

    How does one deal with rising sexual tension? I awoke yesterday morning (a Saturday – no work) and had several episodes where I felt faint, even while sitting. I had a stress-filled week at work, and I felt an extreme need to release. I managed to control the urge until after I came home from...
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    Back Again

    Rick (sen_citizen) Again Hello folks.  It?s been a long time since I posted on this site.  I feel compelled because of what happened this past weekend.  First, let me say that I?ve got to be one of the oldest members; 67 soon to be 68. Anyway, last Friday I was looking forward to a 3-day...
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    What's the difference

    OK, I've got a question.  Is there a difference (in severity, etc) between masturbating to still photos as opposed to porn videos.  After all, didn't we all look at Playboy when we were young men? Thanks in advance for replying.
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    A Life Event

    On March 31st I posted a note about my prostate cancer diagnosis.  On the last two Saturdays, I broke my P-Sub restriction and engaged in PMO.  Oh, the pressure.  Oh, the need to release (or so I thought).  Of course I felt a big come down after ejaculation.  As I write this, I feel guilt and...
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    Oh Crap!

    This topic may not belong on RN.  I've been recently diagnosed with prostate cancer and intend to pursue hormone and radiation treatment.  One possible (likely?) side effect of hormone therapy is the loss of sex drive.  I'm already thinking about "testing" this with porn. If anyone has gone...
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    Next Up aka Round 4

    My downfall this time was an invitation by email to re-join (fill in the blank ? an erotic/social web site).  Soooo?I thought I?d check it out for a month.  You know what happened next.  Don?t judge please.  As I?ve written here before, I can only last 4 to 6 months of abstinence. My rationale...
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    Next Up aka Round 4

    My downfall this time was an invitation by email to re-join (fill in the blank ? an erotic/social web site).  Soooo?I thought I?d check it out for a month.  You know what happened next.  Don?t judge please.  As I?ve written here before, I can only last 4 to 6 months of abstinence. My rationale...
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    Round 3

    I don?t know how successful guys do it.  I?ve read posts that say that release isn?t part of the equation.  Oh, let me backtrack for a moment.  I lasted from mid-September of last year until mid-April.  Not bad I guess.  Six plus months of no PMO (not even just watching).  The April PMO...
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    Round 3

    Round 3 I don?t know how successful guys do it.  I?ve read posts that say that release isn?t part of the equation.  Oh, let me backtrack for a moment.  I lasted from mid-September of last year until mid-April.  Not bad I guess.  Six plus months of no PMO (not even just watching).  The April PMO...
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    Shelf Life

    Does abstinence have a shelf life of 6 months?  In September of last year, I wrote "Since abstaining from porn since April (of 2016), seeking an escort agency or the like has crossed my mind with increasing frequency."  Later that month, I succumbed to porn once, then stopped until last...
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    Tumbling Dice

    Well, it?s back to square one; reboot time; call it what you will.  So 5 months of abstinence ended this past Saturday morning. I shouldn?t be surprised given my lifestyle.  I know I was slipping when I started browsing TER, ostensibly to just look.  That changed a few weeks ago to seriously...
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    Tumbling Dice

    Well, it?s back to square one; reboot time; call it what you will.  So 5 months of abstinence ended this past Saturday morning. I shouldn?t be surprised given my lifestyle.  I know I was slipping when I started browsing TER, ostensibly to just look.  That changed a few weeks ago to seriously...
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    Now what?

    OK, so I haven't masturbated to porn, or anything else, since mid-April of this year.  At issue with me is not being able to meet women, make friends, and/or establish a relationship.  I hope this doesn't sound like I am whining, but I work a long day and spend at least two hours commuting to...
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    Now what?

    OK, so I haven't masturbated to porn, or anything else, since mid-April of this year.  At issue with me is not being able to meet women, make friends, and/or establish a relationship.  I hope this doesn't sound like I am whining, but I work a long day and spend at least two hours commuting to...
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    Confused but feeling better

    I'm a newbie here.  I'll give more background later, but, for now, I'll say that I haven't watched, much less masterabated to, porn since sometime in April of this year.  For years, the routine was always the same; work hard all week and, then, log into PornHub first thing every Saturday...
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