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    90 steps forward, huge step back

    So I have been on this journey for quite some time now and have even had a streak of no P  for 1 & 3/4 years but I was never able to give up O so I would be on these incredibly long no P streaks but still continue to materbate and I felt like I was not getting the full effect. Then in October of...
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    8 months and see the light

    I?m currently 8 months into my reboot and after a lot of flatlines, frustration and doubt I am finally seeing the changes I?ve been patiently waiting for. 8 months ago I was in the worst place in my life, constantly binge watching P and MOing to a point where I never thought I?d be able to stop...
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    182 Days- Half year mark

    I?ll start of by saying I can not be more proud of what I have accomplished so far. I have officially went half the year without watching P and oddly enough it has been fairly easy. I have had little to no urges to watch. Prior to New Years Eve( quiting P was my New Years Reaoltion) I was...
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    22 Years Old Journal 100 days in

      I'm a 22 years old rebooter and currently 100 days in I have posted many different threads of my progress but have never started an official journal that I update so I am going to start one now.  For you that have read my previous posts some of this is going to sound a little repetitive but I...
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    Time to see a doctor

    Im just about 3 months  in and around 70 days.  I started off strong feeling great but since have flatlined and been in one for a while.  This flatline has been discouraging and I think its finally time I see a doctor just to confirm that this is a mental problem and nothing wrong with me...
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    70 days!!

    Today is 70 days and it has been a roller coster ride so far.  About 30 days in I was feeling on top of the world, as I have said in some previous posts.  I was significantly more social than usual, no anxiety and zero depression but that feeling did fade.  I had about a week of morning...
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    Is restraining from P or M more important?

    Curious to here some of your opinions on this? Do you think staying away from M is just as important as staying away from P.  I went about 16 days without M and that was the longest streak I went since I was a teenager.  But after I did it once I started doing it pretty frequently again.  Do you...
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    Day 60!!

    Todays day 60 of no porn and day 16 of no fap.  I have to say this has been a roller coaster ride so far.  If you have read some of my previous posts you will know that I was feeling absolutely great up until about day 55.  I think that I have now hit a flatline which really sucks.  It feels as...
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    Flatline

    I have a question for anyone whos been through a flatline.  I am on day 57 currently and day 14 of no masterbation, I was feeling absolutely great for about a month like literally on top of the world I borer line felt high, no anxiety or despression a lot more social than usual but since that...
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    Day 50!

    2 hours away from the 50 day mark and just want to reflect a little.  This actually isnt my longest streak I actually went 3 months back in 2017 but relapsed and started heavily again.  So January 2nd of 2018 I started fresh again I have to say I definitely feel better this time around.  Around...
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    PIED and anxiety

    Im a 22 year old rebooter and have been watching porn sine I was 13 but only really started watching regularly at age 18.  I have no doubt that u suffer from PIED but many failed sex attempts I believe have led me to develope anxiety when it comes to sex also.  This almost scares me more than...
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    Need some advice!1

    I'll give a little backround to start.  Im 22 years old and have been watching porn since I was about 13 but didnt get heavily into it until I was 18.  In my younger days I was always busy with school and sports so I probably watched porn about once a week maybe even less.  But when I graduated...
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