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    Relapses

    I previously set up a whole rebooting thread for myself but have been encountering problems lately. I seem to keep going back to cam sites. There can be a break of 1/2/3 weeks in between with no PMO whatsoever but I always end up going back to it. Things were going well with the reboot...
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    Still looking for signs of improvement

    Every couple of months or so I turn back to porn for about a couple of hours and then be back off of it completely for a couple of months and so the cycle continues. So things aren't nearly as bad as before when I was using porn several times a week. I think the issues is notn having a partner...
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    What does this mean?

    So I did have a relapse just now in that I was on a cam site. I eventually left the site without any M or O. So what does this mean? Would people count this as a full relapse? I'm guessing yes, but does it at least show that I'm beginning to regain some control the fact that i didn't MO? Or is...
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    Not seeing the benefits

    I've been rebooting for a few months now and I have to say I'm not feeling any of the benefits people on here are talking about - like more energy, less socially awkward, more interest in women. The only difference I notice is I'm no longer staring at women like I used to. The only differences...
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    In trouble

    Guys, I'm in trouble. I started my reboot just over a few months ago and I haven't watched porn since. Back when I used to watch I used to have cam shows with one particular woman. In this whole time I haven't had any form of intimacy with anyone as I find it difficult to socialise with people...
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    Could this be something else?

    So in a nutshell, I started my reboot a few months ago with no relapses in to porn but have MO'd (without death grip) about once a month. Fast forward to today, I attempted to have sex. The foreplay was fine, however I was barely semi hard. Nonetheless I managed to penetrate but lasted all of...
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    Is something missing?

    I started my reboot a couple of months ago and, while I have stayed away from porn without much of a fuss, I still don't feel as though my neural paths have changed. On an increasing basis I've found that my thoughts have started swaying towards sex again (not porn). I've been single for a long...
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    Standing up ED and re-wiring

    I'm sure I've seen this posted here before but couldn't find it. I'm going through a bit of a tough phase. 5 weeks with no P but have MO'd a few times in that period. I know the reboot means abstaining completely for a few months - I'm working on that. With the MO I have done I have completely...
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    Has anyone else gotten worse when rebooting?

    Having just relapsed after 2 weeks of my first ever reboot attempt, I'm not being hard on myself - however I am feeling disappointed and disillusioned. Disappointed in that I relapsed and disillusioned because I'm left wondering whether this is going to work. My relapse consisted of a cam 2 cam...
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    Sorry if this has already been asked but I couldn't find all the answers

    I've been suffering from ED for 7/8 years now. All the physical tests came back normal and I was simply told it was psychological. Fast forward to today, I go through phases of either watching porn or cam to cam. One thing I've noticed about the cam is once i've paid for credit I start...
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